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Mid june

2010-06-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

its Mid-June!
and im as fat as can be... shoooots! i seriously HATE long holidays....

anyway, life has been exciting-ish. had the BIE gathering tingey at TP. went Johor, met up with Shaheen to watch Sex and The City 2.
and I rented a car. was suppose to go to Bukit Batok with the whole maternal side but tak menjadi coz its the month of Rejab. sooo, i still have the car and decided to make full use of it. and it's a freaking manual car ok. went to Suntec. my dad drove coz there is this slope at Jade that is looooong and scary. and i got to buy a camera! now I will have a camera for Hari Raya and other tiny outings.weee! after that the car was all mine. annnnnnd my parking sucks big time! like seriously. i will find lots that have double space so that if i make any mistakes, at least i won't bang into another car.smart right?! hahahaha.
and this morning i had to go up the slope to exit a carpark at TM. i think i almost had a heart attack! i have never been scared in my entire life before... cz i had to stop ON the slope.OMG....i HATE slopes.
anyway, i think my driving is not that horrible...very crazy at times but i can drive as long as there is no slopes or i do not have to park in tiny tiny lots. and i can zoom in and out pretty well! (but very dangerously too) ooooh... and my sense of direction sucks big time(which is where the zooming in and out skills come in handy)! hahahaha... i am sure i have caused a few tiny heart attacks.. ooooops! hehe.
oh and i got fined. for parking 6 metres away from the junction. WTF la...it was not even blocking anything and there was no double yellow line or whatsoever and it was not on the road.it was in between terrace houses. they fine people for every single thing. Nabe.

I got to watch Karate Kid today...with my brother. it's a really really good movie! i cried and laugh and cheered. Awesome shite. seriously...after the movie, went home to chill then picked up Nesa, went Orchard, sent my brother to Expo. then at night went to meet dearest Imah and Fareez and Sallehin for dinner at Popeye. the rest of the dudes were busy. oh well. we had fun. and we have NOT met for a really LONG time..it was a short but good meet up session. yey!
then i had to hurry back to return the car. safe and sound. =)

I think having a car once in a while is good. it really makes things easier. you can get to places in a jiffy! how cool is that! but for everyday use on a not so big salary is very hard on the wallet. ppffft! somehow, i still feel that i would be safer on a bike than on a car. less likely of people to get a heart attack....hahah.

life

2010-05-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

Wow...its been super long since i last updated. A lot has happened, the good and bad.

I am done with the first year of my school....having my 2 week course now and i will have my official holiday for one and a half month before my attachment starts at Chongzheng Primary School (scaryyyy!!) for about 5 weeks, then continuation of another month of holiday before my second year of school starts in September... Yikes! pretty fast huh?

My days have been pretty hectic with the all the tuition. Thank gawd its all over for now....kinda got tired of it after a while although i got money out of it. imagine i only got 2 days rest out of the whole week. and it was not from enjoying myself....sigh. now im thinking if i should continue it in June and after...this is what happens when you are so nice that you want to help people but then you forget your own health and happiness...then you feel that your efforts are not appreciated especially when the students play around or space off or sulk when you're teaching.. what in the world was i thinking getting into this? hmmmmm...... i wish i could easily stop but then it would be so irresponsible to go back on your commitment to help someone....damn it.

i still cant believe i would get guys ogling at me....doesn't seem real..and as usual they would be older than me. Do i really look old? kinda suck in a way. coz then i get compared to my mom who is actually twice my age! so annoying when i go out with my mom and people ask if we're sisters....bloody blind people. for one, i dont think we look alike, secondly i dont look that old and thirdly mind your own business people. urggghhhh.... anyway, i still have one proposal hanging over my head. not really a proposal but...the guy is interested and just waiting for my ok. wats wrong with giving it a try eh? hmmmm......oh well. a weird thing happen a few days back. my dad out of the blue mentioned that i should get married by 25. where the hell did that come from i have no idea but no way will i get hitched by then i think. a few years after that maybe ( if i find someone) but definitely not at 25. noway hozay. and i told my dad dont ever mention it again. enough of it coming from my darling grandmother alone. sheesh....

anyway....darling momy has been complaining that i have been going out a lot..whattt?? im hardly at home coz either im at tuition or in school. and the rare occasion (twice a month?!!) that i go out with friends...and she says i ALWAYS go out with friends...then what about my brother who goes out practically every week. he rarely goes out? sigh....the reason why sometimes being a guy is better.

My uncle mentioned to me the other day that once your friends get married, it would never be the same again. i hope whatever he said won't be true. but seeing those around me, i'm having doubts myself.. when i look at my friends now, when they have their guy, its definitely different. i dont have a guy myself so its hard to judge. but imagine how it would be when they get married and have kids....dont even think they would have much time to have the usual meet ups like we do now. sad isn't it? i'll just have to treasure the time we have now then and hope the friendship stays. if not...oh well, life is unpredictable after all.

what actually sparked the mood for me to blog today was actually something that wasn't that good. Well, here goes.....i bought a harem pants (very ali baba-ish) coz i've been wanting to try it and also i decided to try using shawl. i tried the shawl the other day and i thought i looked quite ok.so my self confidence was pretty high in trying new things. Then, today i wore the pants and the shawl...very boho. then my dear brother went to my mom and told her to see how retarded i looked. and there goes my self confidence all smashed into pieces... here's the thing...my self confidence has been ever so low since young coz my very own family has been degrading me since like forever.so it doesnt take much for people's comment to pull me down to the bottom of the pit. however much i say that im used to it and try to let it in the right and out the left ear, it will somehow eat me up inside.then i will feel useless and shitty.anyway, after my dearest brother said that i kinda snapped. i was pissed coz i was feeling 'up there' and he spoiled it by being so tactless with his words. i ignored him when he asked me to show them what i wore and he said i was sombong. then i literally shouted back that he just called me retarded. geeez...how do you think i felt. he went quiet after that.but oh boi...the damage was done. so i changed my shawl and wore my usual scarf.and out of the house i went. by then i was tearing up badly. sigh.....he apologised to me after that (tru sms) saying that he was referring to the pants and not the scarf. but still, the bottom line was he said i looked retarded. and throughout the whole day that i was out in that stoopid pants, i was feeling self conscious. it might just be the last time that pants see the light of the day.... im not mad at him anymore. more of disappointed i guess...
it will take me long to get my self confidence back up and soooooo easy to be brought back down to nothing....i think my family's words means more to me which is why it always affects me as compared to when my friends says it.im always ok when my friends give their opinion but not with the family...dunno why... now i still feel like shit and nothing is going to get it back up so soon.... double sigh...
my life is such...

catching up....

2010-03-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

LOTS happened in the past week....

1) the thing that im most proud of is.....

I, Shabeena Begum has officially PASSED her driving lesson at the fourth try(nothing to be proud of, i know) but YEY!!! =))

but im disappointed with my parents reaction. my dad said i was lucky to have passed and my mom told me she wont get into the car if im driving. so yeah...i made a promise to myself that im NOT going to drive them around unless its an emergency...was super pissed off la. nabe. my friends have more faith in me than my own parents. how annoying is that! urgggghhhh.... whatever la...

2) im restarting my exercise regime again...hahah. gawd knows how many times i have start and stop and start and stop again....hahahahahah. lol. but im seriously trying to tone down...SOMEthing is getting too big. lol.

3) my dad's niece passed away from cancer. inalillah....
makes you want to reflect on your own life and think if you have done anything good with it. life is too short... scary....

4) met up with my ex-colleague...his treat at F.I.S.H... macam date gitu. hahaha.....but it was nice to see him after so long...the funny part was that he said that he felt im singing when actually im talking.. idiot kannn.. and he even imitated how i was speaking....hahahahahah.. hilarious dude.

5) met up wit Farah, Raz and Rai at Mad Jack at WS to celebrate Kak Idah's belated birthday on 24 March 2010.. and we always have a good laugh. all the merepekness came out. like our normal saying "there's a Farah in everyone' ahahahah... Farah forever with the bloopers, and Kak Idah tershashul, and me with my longgar hands and Rai with her all rounder bacinness...hahaha... we laughed manyak manyak till our stomach started cramping and our eyes tearing up... sigh... good times. =))
we should do it more often..

6) im annoyed with my very own dear ones. coz i feel as if im not appreciated for what i have been doing all this while for them. they expect sooooo much from me that i just cant keep up with myself...and they dont understand me at all. which kind of suck....when i need their help they are not there for me and when they need help from me, they demand it there and then without thinking if it would actually affect me in any way.
and someone is always so overly sensitive that sometimes i just cant be bothered to talk to her anymore.... whatever i say or do is always wrong....... uuuurgggghhhh!!!

7) i have one more month till the end of my second semester of the first year of school...then comes the practicum and soon it will be my second year of school....superrrr fast. the huge bulk of assignments due soon and my tests are coming up. i feel like im literally swimming in my head...lol.

8) Celebrated Azimah's birthday today... 25 March 2010...her 26th birthday...wow! we decided to surprise her and she was happy...Yey!! glad we could make her day coz she was feeling kinda down... awwww... but it all went well.

Happy 26th Birthday Azimah!!!!

9) i wonder how some people can be so snippy at times and make it shown to others their displeasure...i find that utterly rude and inconsiderate. if you're not happy about it, then don't be around those people that make you feel that way....goodness.

2010-03-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

i am relieved in a way....something has been hanging over my head for quite a while and i finally decided to do something about it. yey me!
but there's another major thing hanging over me which i wish i could get it over and done with... sigh. im wishing for the best. feeling confident about it then before so i hope it will work out for the best!! *crossing my finger*

anyway....
went to the gym on Tuesday...and im proud of myself!! i did 15 min on the bicycle, 20 min on the cross trainer, 10 min on the treadmill, 250 crunches, 150 superman, 50 push-ups....nice right...and i was trying to do a back flip...but that is scary shittt....and i stopped at that. enough for one day i think.im trying to get back into my exercise routine after stopping for a few weeks... and im trying to cut down on my food intake and also to live healthily...more fruits, less fried food especially fast food and desserts...MUST refrain from them!!

2010-03-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

i took this test on FB about 'What kind of guy is attracted to you?'
and...

The Best Friend

You've known this guy for as long as you can remember, and there's something a little creepy about knowing he has pictures of you and himself in the bathtub at age 2. He knows all your secrets, you trust and depend on him, and he'll always be there for you. And that's exactly the problem. There's nothing sexy about a boy whose bed you used to wet, or who you're comfortable farting around. Unfortunately for you, this can cost your friendship, but ultimately its important not to lead him on. So tell him you're not into him already!!!

freaky or what...i think it's a sign for me that i have been putting things off for too long. time to make a decision and stop procrastinating it..

the most happening Friday night ever 5March10

2010-03-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

my Friday was freaking AMAZING!

decided not to go swimming.so i sat at Starbucks (third time for the week.damn it.) and did my work. and the dude behind the counter wanted to flirt with me, hahahaha....funny. anw, met darling Fizah for a late lunch at Fig n Olive. talked and caught up with lots of stories...happening kepe. then went home to get ready for the night..... =)))))

watched Kumar with the parents and aunt and cousins. OMG... he is hilarious like fark. but he uses the same lines and stories most of the time....but its still funny.i think its the way he delivers them that makes u laugh at it over and over again. and he is one horny dude. he talks about sex and stufzz practically the whole 90mins we were there. enjoyed every minute of it though..... weeee!

then.. went for a "midnight movie" with my dear brother and cousins. we went to Clarke Quay and entered Zirka which is apparently connected to Rebel too! 2 in 1. yey! Zirka is practically trance songs. i was lost for a while there. then i got used to the songs they were playing. and the dance moves for the Trance songs are ODD! i tried following and i think i looked drunk. hahahaha....but it was fun. then we hopped into Rebel where they played my type of songs. and i went crazy. then....a stooopid Indian weirdo came up behind me and started jerking. WTF! thank gawd my brother was there to rescue me...but seriously. eeeeww! anyway.....i still enjoyed myself very much even though i danced alone. hahaha... sad rite. but i was enjoying myself and the views....nice hot mat salehs all over... *sigh* haha.....it closes at 4 and off we went home... wat an awesome day! =D

Recess Week = AWESOME!!

2010-03-05T00:12:00.001+08:00

i have had an AWESOME break so far. even though it has been filled with lots of eating. but nevermind. at least i got to spend time with my loved ones. =D

Monday 1st March

met my beloved cuz Nesa for lunch. went down allllll the way to Novena to meet her....im so nice right. hehe. but beofre i met her, i went to the library to return some books and i saw this book called Party Food and suddenly i fell like doing a Tea Party. wouldn't it be fun?!! i have been wanting to learn how to make sushi and the book actually had instructions on it! how cool...but i did not borrow it yet...hmmm.... anw, on a random note. i find my Nesa freaking hot la. i just envy how she carries herself with such confidence and i feel that she has her own identity.unlike some people who just copy whatever everyone else is wearing...and the way she dressed up is smokingly hot. don't worry, im not a lesbian. i think.hahaha... then had a short stopover at Little India where i FINALLY did my eyebrows. no more bushy eyebrows! yey... and finally off to tuition.

Tuesday 2nd March

had a lunch date with Shaheen at Ananda Bhavan at Little India. yummy!! and those indians were staring at us like nobody business. is it wrong for two girls to go and have lunch?! they seriously need to get a life. wateverrr... then we cab down to Shaw Towers to have our doing-project session. we set camp at Starbucks and made our 4 hours super productive. yey us! and we got to complete something... weeee! and off to tuition again...

Wednesday 3rd March

had a breakfast/lunch date with my darling Farah at Mac. then made our way down to Starbucks at Tampines where we got a nice spot and did our work for almost 3 hours over... and i got to complete another set of work. and off to tuition again. and at night i tried to complete my English assignment. and its 7/8 done. im soooo proud of myself. i have been doing my work. =)

Thursday 4th March

had a date with Shaheen Aman. again. my lover in NIE. hahaha...went to West Coast to have a tiny picnic. stayed there for like 2 hours. we ate, played Uno and Scrabble. we completed almost all the Scrabble cards except for 3 cards coz i finished first. i got 190 points and shaheen got 193 points. wow right. we are smart people. hahaha. lol. then cab to Redhill MRT station where Shaheen got her hair washed and blow dried and i got my hair straightened and had my bangs cuts. OMG!! i look DIFFERENT. very pweeety if i must say so. hahaha. but seriously, it made me feel like a million bucks. i made heads turn for the very first time in my entire life. that felt damn good. short-lived happiness though. but the experience would definitely stay with me forever. chehhh..macma paham. hahaha. anyway, made our way to Marina to watch 'Dear John'. it is a freaking awesome movie. and Channing Tatum is fucking HOT! especially when he was in uniform. i melted. too bad he is married. but still, i would love to just hug him mann... woohoo. hahaha. then went down to Aloha to attend a mini gathering by my fellow peers....it was nice to see them there. all chilled out and having fun. and finally home sweet home. super long day. but it was worth it. every single second was the bomb. =)

Friday 5th March

the day is not over yet as of now. so my plans for it is actually to go Singtel to check out my handphone plan coz i seriously need to change it. its dying on me... boohoo. and its less than a year. so annoying. haiyaa.... then meeting dearest Fizah for a late lunch at Fig n Olive. with a round of gossiping and life updates for dessert. have not gotten a chance to chill with her since like forever....it would be nice. im still undecided on what to do before meeting her. to go swimming or to continue completing the rest of my assignments..???? im changing my mind abt swimming bcoz my hair is still straight and so the sayang if i were to go inside the water. it will be all gone! hmmmm.....then at night, my family and i will be watching Kumar at the Three Monkeys Bar. this would be interesting. imagine my mom and i in selendang entering a bar and pretending as if everyone there is also wearing one. ahahaha..... cant wait for that....

selenge bacin moments

2010-02-26T00:38:00.000+08:00

woke up really superrrr early today. i had driving from 7am to 9am... yup! 7 freaking am....then i drove quite ok i guess. had quite a few stalls today....damn annoying. then my instructor did the most weirdest thing ever. he suddenly tapped my shoulder and said " Awak cute la niari..." and he even told me jangan marah eh i have to tell la or else termimpi-mimpi...and im like WHATTTTT?!!! haahahahah.... i was looking in the mirror checking if there is anything different about me today. there was nothing new la. LOL. he must be really senile to say that...or he must have most probably be imagining things.
and then...when we were going back to Tampines and i had to turn left....i was suppose to press on the break when turning but i pressed on the accelerator instead. Yikes! the car practically flew off the road la......my instructor must have gotten a mini heart attack..coz he was quiet for a while there. hahahahaha. oh well....

and then....in school. was having lunch with my friends. and i being gelojoh as always, took a piece of fries topped with cheese from my friend's plate. Yummy! and guess where the fries landed on...? on me and exactly where the crotch area is... wth laa... freaking obscene. was walking around with my wallet around that area to cover up the spot. lol.
then went to the library to print stuffz and when i wanted to pay for my printing stuffz, i didn't realise i had taken out my ATM card instead of my cashcard until it was time to pay for it. gurrghhhh...
then i left my sweater in class which i only realised when i was in the train. which was where i slept soundly (should never happen again!). and i think my mouth may have been slightly ajar....hahahahaha! luckily there was no adorable guys around.
soooooo the selenge today cann.... goodness.

the goodness of Mualid

2010-02-22T01:31:00.000+08:00

most of the first part of assignments are due this week. going CRAZY!!!!!!!! and not to forget the tests. shoots.
anw....
attended a maulid at my Uncle's place. i love attending such things. its very refreshing from the usual list of pop/rnb/rock songs that i usually hear. hahaha.... and my uncle's group of maulid people are always so happening. they sing and pray with gusto which is very admirable. the atmosphere is just so awesome.....i wish he has it every month. hahaha... but it costs a bomb. he had like lots of dishes to feed us all and not to forget the desserts. there was even ice cream okay! cool rite?! hhehehe...

another session of maulid this coming Sunday again. but next time round would be less happening coz its not the same group. but i'll be looking forward to my grandmother's maulid soon......coz its going to be the same people. weee..

and im looking forward for the 1 week break in the first week of march. but its kind of pack by now. i have like people to meet and plans all set out already.. haahaha...darn. i thought i could have like a day to myself.. hmmmm....

Sentosa + Marina Barrage

2010-02-16T20:49:00.001+08:00

Sentosa was fun....
reached there around 12-ish.and we got a nice spot surrounded by life-guards and lots of banglas... there was seriously freaking ALOT of banglas contaminating the beach and water laaaa...and then it started to rain. darb it. so we took a shelter at one of the Azzura Bar but we had to order something to sit there...so we bought a basket of cheese fries which cost 12 freaking bucks. and some drinks which cost a bomb toooo....but we got a shelter from the rain and the glaring sun. =) chilled there till like 5+ before making our way to Vivo. should not have gone there. should not have gone there. i have been spending like fark the past few days...and i bought 2 shirts and a cardigan tingey...darn it. but i lurveeeee the blue shirt that i bought coz the colour suits me well. me liking it. weeeee! then we headed sown to Spize (my ususal haunt) to have dinner. and we just went crazy... imagine a group of old people (my cousins' and my parents) and us young people...laughing super loudly over some silly stories of all of us... we were like the centre of attraction la...but it was kinda dark so nobody could really see our "real" faces...hahahah. and it was fun!! =D

Marina Barrage was damn awesome
Picnic with my TP mates....its fun to go with these people coz everyone brought a little something so we had like a lot of food even though there was only 8 of us. there was:
Cupcakes - me, Burgers - Faizal & Mariannne, Mee grg - farah, Cream puff - Rai, Eclair and cupcakes -Raz, Brownies - Siddique, Drinks - Mas..... and we had like 6 mats for the 8 of us too... funny sia. we could fit like 30 ppl with all the mats that some of us brought..hahah. anyway...we sat right in the middle of nowhere at the Barrage and played poker.siddique brought the whole poker set with the chips and all....and i won big moneyyy.. woohooo! hahah... then the guys went down to buy kites and we tried flying them. Marianne and i had it up but within a minute it came dwindling down. and the kite got cut off from the string.darn it...we suck... i would love to fly them for real. next time mann.... then we went off coz it was freaking HOT. i think hot is an understatement. it was literally burning. all of us had different shades on our body after like 2 hours there... my hands are RED-ish BLACK while the rest of my body is much much fairer. i look damn weird la...and so did the rest. haha...i think we learned our lesson. NOT to sit in the middle of nowhere at Marina Barrage. hahaha. but today was super windy. our things were flying all over the place....yikes. but we enjoyed ourselves very the much.... Weeeeee!

2010-02-14T01:26:00.000+08:00

went Mustafa and i am in loveeeeee with Mr Mustafa. hahahahaha....
i bought an FCUK watch. i seriously do not know what came over me these past few days.... so much of not going to spend..... i bought a bag and a watch and a contact lens and a running pants. and i cannot spend anymore. shoooots. haha...

watched My Name Is Khan....it was a freaking AWESOME movie...i literally cried the last 1-ish hour of the movie. coz it was sooooo moving.... damn...seriously nice.
and make me fell like saying ~~i hate osama coz if he hadnt had done what he did, the world could have been a better place now.~~

oh well...life goes on. im going to enjoy my holidayyyyyy while it lasts...

2010-02-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

i had quite an eventful week i think....

Sat - i died my hair like blond-ish colour but it didn't turn out blond after a few washes. more like red-ish...oh well. i know what you're thinking. who can see it rite? ME! duh....

Sun - i pierced my ear - there is this layer of flesh somewhere there... painful though.it still is. hhmmmmmm...

Mon - played squash with my fellow NIE friends. loveeeee it. sweat like crazy. annnnnnnnndddd i got smacked right in the middle of my face with a rugby ball. and just imagine the impact coz my friend actually kicked it. yikes. my head was literally buzzing a while after that.... felt good to be able to exercise at least once a week. now i have toned legs...woohoooo!

Tues - i was a good girl. i went home early.

Wed - was a busy day. i had things to do the whole freaking day la. supeeeerrrrr tiring.

Thurs - had my first presentation for the semester. as usual i was nervous and duh it was obvious! lol. but i got to make my classmates laugh...YEY! hahaha..... and Phew! it's overrrrr....left the reflection part only.
exchanged flowers with dearest Shaheen.
This was what happened: we were walking up the stairs then...
Me: Do you want to get flowers?
Shaheen: Mmmmmmmm......ok
Me: Really?
Shaheen; Yeah. lets exchange it.
Me: OK! hahahahha
soooo....yeah. we bought the flowers together and while we walked up the stairs, we exchanged the flowers. hahahaha....soooo the kental. but =D

Fri - finished class and off Shaheen and I went to Bugis. since we got our pay already.................. we decided to go shopping! i bought a sling bag. i have been trying to find a nice and comfy sling bag and i found it in Converse. yeah yeah....i just cant bring myself to go through wearing tote bags or whatever girly bags there are.....bleargh. so, anyway......we chilled at J.Co eating our sinful delights and cam-whored a bit. Fun. girls day out....Weeeee! then continued our shopping expedition and i bought contacts in blue. ooooohhh... wanted to try smetg new and hopefully it wont look cacat on me. then, we thought of heading into the village but when we saw the throng of crowds trying to cross the road, we changed our minds and stayed in the aircon instead. the Village can wait another time....freaking a lot of people sia. even freaking NTUC had like gazillion people in there. i was getting frustrated after a while trying to walk through the aisle and it didnt help that my mom msg me to buy one thing after another in different msgs. how annoying.. then another looooooooong queue at the bus interchange.. urggghhh, how i wished i had a car so that i dont have to go through all this torture.

Sat - going to watch this Hindi movie called My Name Is Khan. starring Sharukh Khan and my lovely Kajol. Weee....!! the whole family will be going there tomorrow. im sure its going to be nice. the two most awesome actors together. cute. then might be going Mustafa to shop a bit.

Sun - im intending to stay at home to finish up my assignments and projects so that i can enjoy my holiday in March......

Mon - going to Sentosa with family...another round of sun-tanning. i wont e surprised if i turn as dark as some of those NS guys sia..... im already getting darker from those exercise sessions with my NIE mates.

Tue - going Marina Barrage with TP friends. hopefully i can go. i have yet to tell my mom. since she has warned me that i am NOT suppose to go out this month. bleargggghhhh. ill have to bribe her with something.... it might just work.hahahahaha........

Wed - back to school.annnndd Sushi outing with NIE friends.....finally we will get to go out after like 5 weeks of school.

Sally's bdae celebration at ECP

2010-01-31T00:20:00.000+08:00

was up superrrrrr early to go to the market.....and then spring cleaned the house since i can hardly clean the house on weekdays. then i baked cupcakes and cooked pasta......was on my feet from 8am till 3pm. which resulted in me having that annoying back pain....urgggggh! then Sally picked me up to meet the rest to go off to ECP. weeeeeee!!! 7 people in a car...hahaha. luckily all of us are quite slim. =))
anw, grabbed a nice spot and we chilled
and celebrated Sallehin's 22nd Birthday!!
and played scrabble. i got the highest point!! i am a teacher for a reason right. hahahaha...then we chit chat about 'what are our type of girlfriend/boyfriend' and wondering 'how we will be like when all of us are 30..' .....its all about the future.haha....then we decided to go to Spize to have a light dinner.before heading home. hopefully the next outing will be over the CNY break. now im like freaking sleeeeeeepy and i need my beauty sleep.

mealworms

2010-01-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

my butt hurts every time i want to sit or walk down the stairs. darn it. shooots.

ooooh...i had to do an experiment with mealworms in class today... eeeeky!! i had goose bumps 3/4 of the way la. and i accidentally threw the petri dish which had a mealworm coz it was coming near to me! (i think it died from the trauma of being thrown.hahahaha). eeeeww!!!!!hahahaha...i know. im so big and that thing is so tiny and yet im scared. lol. can't blame me. im still a girl at heart. hahahaha...

anyway,
i just finished reading this book called The Beach House by Jane Green. the book is awesome...it had gay stories in them. kinda cool sia! the flirting and all that. just imagine 2 guys flirting?! cute right?!!!! hahahaha....i know i'm weird. lol. but as always, all the characters in the book had happy ending. so Yey! =))

Squash = constipated facial expression. hahahaha

2010-01-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

had an awesome time in school today coz i played football(rugby) and squash with my friends. its been super loooooong since i played squash.but this time it was the proper way(my dearest friends taught me. yey)..and im telling you, i suck big time at playing it. im such a lazy bum bum.the rest were running around in the court trying to hit the ball and there i was waiting for the ball to come to me. ahahahaha...freaking hilarious. i've not sweat so much in a long time and boi, it feels good.and now my thighs are hurting like crazy. i was cringing away like someone having constipation whenever i tried to sit or walk up at stairs. i look like a retard. hahaha. lol. but it was fun and we are going to do this every Monday if possible until the exam period starts.

my mom annoys me sometimes....like today.
because....
there is a wedding this coming Sunday and i do not want to attend coz i need to do my assignments. BUT my dearest mommy wound not hear anything about it. she is forcing me to go. i gave 2 valid reasons. one was that i have to do my assignments and the second one was i do not even know that person that is getting married! and guess whats the excuse that my mom gave....i am a girl which is why i have to go for the wedding. how retarded is that?!!!! it doesn't make sense at all laaaaaaaa.....urgggggghhh.

2010-01-24T00:36:00.001+08:00

second week of school is gone..so far so good. assignments have all been assigned.and boi, is there a lot?!! hahaha....have to start something soon or else last minute chaos again. na'ah.not good for my grades... i sound like a nerd.hahahaah...lol.
and i finally got to enjoy my weekend. met Imah, Syafiq, Azfar and Fareez at Tam for a short while since everyone were already out and about and we happen to want to go to the same place..so yeah. ate at Popeye...Yummy!!! and we chit chat and laughed....

then i met Farah and Rai and Mas and Raz. to go to dearest Izzah's birthday.

Happy 21st Birthday Izzah dear...!!

and this was where the selenge-ness all came back. hahahaha... whenever there's Farah, there's bound to be a lot of selenge moments. hahahahaahaha.... you know we LOVE you rite babe. hehehe.... we laughed like nobody business and i think all of us thoroughly enjoyed ourselves. and we wondered why didn't we meet often enough....so hopefully, there will be many more of such days.. love you guys loadz.. =))

i wish all my weekends would be this chilled and fun...so that i can start the new week with a smile plastered on my face always..

2010-01-16T18:01:00.000+08:00

school has started and it has been one hectic week......i could hardly catch up with myself. and not to mention the early mornings and late nights..the last time i woke up at 6am for school was in sec4.and that was 4ish years ago! yikes... hahaha...i have to get use to the early mornings now....

but i did get to enjoy my Wednesday coz classes got cancelled. i got to watch Sherlock Holmes. and had lunch at a Thai Restaurant....yummy! not much of those days left....

life before school starts

2010-01-10T00:49:00.001+08:00

i have been trying to keep myself busy these past few days before school starts and make me super busy that i wont be able to enjoy my life.geez.... i'll be looking forward to that.

have been staying at home on certain days coz i'm kinda broke to begin with...wats new eh. haha...but thats going to change.coz one of my new year resolutions is to manage my money more carefully.so cheers to that. =)
i have been in front of the computer for super long hours these past few days. watched The Proposal, He's Just Not That Into You, Love Happens, Mamma Mia, the whole Season2 of 90210, Season6 of Desperate Housewives, Season6 of Ugly Betty.. pretty busy huh? hahaha

anyway,
7 Jan 10
met my dearest date = Farah Nurhuda .we decided to go cycling cum picnic. rented a bike at Pasir Ris Park and we rode from there till Bedok Reservoir. lots of obstacles along the way such as huge puddles of mud. annoying. but we did enjoy the ride. freaking hilarious at certain points too. especially the part where we semangat kebabian trying to get up the slope without getting off our bikes. hahahaha....no such luck. hardly 5 seconds trying to get on the slope, and we just couldn't get up anymore.lol. got off our butts to push the bike up the darn slope.but the ride down the slope was worth the effort. =)) chilled at the reservoir for awhile before making our way back o Pasir Ris Park to return the bikes. drove to Carpark A and we had our picnic. superrrrr romantic! it was kinda drizzling so we hid under the umbrella and laid our food and just shared our stories. sweet kan??!! hahahaha... stayed there till like 7.30 before we head home.. by the time we reached home, we realised that our butt and knees were aching.which shows how kinda unfit we are. hehe.. going to do this again soon i hope.felt good to get a good sweat....

9 Jan 10
my grandmother came over to my house so that i can teach her English. apparently she has an exam this coming monday (yup, my 62 yrs old granma is taking an exam! yey for her..=D). so there i was teaching her. prepositions and action words and time sequence and simple tenses. and it was freaking hilarious. she was trying to read English words using Malay phonics. and she was scolding all the english words for being so weird. hahaha.lol. for eg, for the word answer, she was pronouncing it ans + wer. and all other sorts of words that just cracked me up...cute la my grandmother. and of course i had to explain what certain words mean in Malay. that was hard...geez, i was lost for words.hahaha.
there was this one word that got my brother and i laughing. which was: anti-social = my mother . hahaha...and my grandmother was the one who gave that example since everyone knows how "friendly" my mother is most of the time...hahahaha.lol. will be having another round of English lesson with my granma tomorrow. this will be fun!! =D

anw, my mom annoys me sometimes. i didn't tell her that i took additional tuition assignments coz she specifically told me last year that she wants me to take only 1 student. wth...as usual, i don't listen to my mom. so i took more than 1 student. but seriously, i'm sacrificing my free time for my own good future. im seriously trying to save more and who knows, ill be able to contribute more to the family. i just don't get it why my mom wants me to be at home. its not like i talk to her much at home. every time i say something, i get scolded or watsoever.which is why i refrain to say too much to her. why make my own life miserable by saying too much right... or usually i'm stuck with my computer or just sitting in front of the television when i'm at home. might as well i use that time to earn more pocket money for myself.... sigh. life is complicated and can be hard at times.

anyway,
will be starting school on Monday. after like almost 2 months of holiday. first class is at freaking 8.30am and its 4 hours of consecutive lectures. die..my mondays will be doomed. sheesh... im kinda not looking forward to this semester coz its new classmates again. i hate the first day of tutorials where i know nobody. shit. and there will be freaking a lot of individual presentations this semester. i HATE presentations. no matter how many times i do it, i will still hate it to the max. urggghhhhh.....bloody nerve-wrecking moments with people judging me. damn it...
cheers to a new semester. =p

2010-01-01T03:20:00.000+08:00

went to watch a hindi movie in the afternoon with my mom and brother...3 Idiots. its a freaking hilarious movie..worth my $11! cant believe Aamir Khan who is 40yrs old can pass off as a 20ish yrs old in that movie. amazing...damn CUTE laaaa! sigh... hehe.
anw...met Imah at Bugis. then met the guys - Sal, Wan, Azfar, Aslam - at Marina to have our dinner at Pizza Hut....good to finally meet them again after like 1 month. then Imah had to go off...*sobs* the guys and i then head off to marina bay to watch the fireworks...the place was packed! but we were still able to breathe normally..lol. sat down and played card games while waiting for the stroke of midnight.....we were really having fun uh.kecoh nak mampos....as always. =))
then....

Happy New Year!!!!!

cant believe its 2010 already.....
i decide to have a few minor resolutions....and i hope i can stick to it. =))

one last thing...i made such a stupid mistake earlier in the afternoon. and i still cant believe i was super careless. so here's an apology to Nesa again. SORRY!!!!!!!! i know im a bloody git okay. heh..

2009-12-31T01:57:00.000+08:00

I still can't believe i Shabeena Begum wore a long dress today. seriously!! hahahaha....and i was seriously a klutz. nothing major though...thank gawd i didn't trip and fall or whatever.but i did accidentally kick someone when i was uncrossing my leg and also kick the table's leg when i was about to get up..hahahah.lol. but i did have lots of other clumsy moments today though (i think its because of the darn dress.hahah...yess, im blaming the dress. =P ). i accidentally spurt milo on myself. freaking smart rite! and i was wearing white shirt somore. but thank gawd it was just a tiny squirt...then i was talking and out came a tiny piece of vege.and not to forget i had bread crumbs all over the table and myself. hahaha.... i think Farah's syndrome came back..hahahah.

anyway, Avatar was super freaking awesome! i don't really get the 3D version though coz it seriously doesn't make any difference. waste my 2 dollars only. sheesh... hahaha. but the movie was really really super nice. worth my waking up early. hahaha... and had a great time with my beloved Nesa and An. what a day of sex rambang (An's words..hahah)
then went down to Novena to meet mommeee.and paid a visit to the Cotton On there coz its the biggest outlet(to spend my voucher)..then we went home...

anyway.....cant believe its like the last day of the year for 2009!!!!! woohoooo. ill be going countdown with my beloved friends..yey!! (so sad imah wont be there =( ) and ill be the solo girl...damn. oh well....life's a bitch sometimes. hahaha..
one day babe...we will definitely get to celebrate together okayy! muah muah..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

to all....

i wish that all of us will have a very blessed and happy 2010.

cheers to all!!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... =D

My story from Bangkok

2009-12-22T23:54:00.001+08:00

im backkkkk!!! feels sooooo good to be back. but not so good coz im like almost broke! (just imagine...went Bkk with 2 bags and came back with 4 bags and a box) damn it.. hahaha. but i LOOOOOVE all my things i bought there...woohooz! =D went to a lot of places which resulted in my shoe being worn out exactly on the last day of my stay in Bangkok...hahaha. just nice. in the dustbin that shoe goes.and out comes 6 more shoes..heheh. and i didnt really get normal stuffz that i can find in Singapore.i bought like puffed-up sleeve tops and zipped dresses and weird things that normally i would not buy in singapore...ahaha. and i definitely lost some calories with all the walking that i did. im very sure i walked more than 10 000 steps in a day. imagine 5 days of that...no wonder my feet is in pain now... =P

didnt really take lots of pics coz my cam decided to go cuckoo on me on the way to BKK.it just didn't want to read people's faces but it can read things.weirdo.anyway...thank gawd i still had my phone which reminds me that my next month's phone bill will be super high.ohhh boi....

19 Dec - went to Catuchak at 9+am.walked till like 1+ and all of us were so pancit already.and not to forget very hungry too. so we headed to a nearby shopping mall, Siam Paragon (known as the Pride of Thailand) to eat and chill and shopped a bit more. and then headed down to MBK by train.nothing much there. but the food was nice...slightly pricey though. went back to the hotel after that and saw the things that we bought.my brother and i were not satisfied.seriously...hahah

20 Dec - so.....we went to Chatuchak again.but this time it was just my brother and I.went there around 10am...shopped there till like 2+.and we really shopped like crazy this time round. coz our parents were not there.so we got to cover more places/shops...and this time round was where we saw the stool and we bought it. it can sit 2 people.and the seat has Cheetah prints on it...cool kepe! hahaha...damn awesome la. then we took the cab back to the hotel and went to meet my parents at another shopping mall, Central World. another HUGE mall...all the malls that we went were apparently walking distance from one another.sort of. its like one train stop after another...and all of them are connected by a walkway. we could have seriously saved a lot of money by walking. coz the taxis there seriously ketuk us.they do not use meter and their traffic conditions are a killer. their roads are so scary.but the things is, Thailand people are so courteous and patient.you will hardly hear any honks on the road.they will give way and wait patiently even though they have the right of way. im amazed by that sia. anyway, went down to Suan Lom Night Market after that. its something like Chatuchak though but of higher end in a way. i wouldn't advice anybody to go there if you have been to Chatuchak coz its practically the same thing and the prices at Suan Lom are more pricier. left there after awhile.and we took the tuk tuk back to the hotel.cool. hahaha....the tuk tuk was super noisy though,macam motor boat. but sometimes its a bit scary coz its tiny and it goes super fast.and these drivers love to selit anyhow. seram gilerrrr!! good experience though.and we had cup noodles for dinner. hahah...

21 Dec - no more Chatuchak.co we walked around the hotel area called Pratunam then ended up at Platinum Mall. Heavenly place...i would have bought A LOT of things if i still had a lot of cash on me. too bad it was already the second last day of the trip....its the best place for girls.seriously....its a wholesale mall.so if we buy more than 2, the price of the item is even cheaper....wahhhhhh. i felt sooooo geram that i could not get all the things that i wanted sia....urgggh! but i did get 2 shoes from there. =)) the disadvantage is that everything is in cash. so if i want to go there again, i must have lots of cash on me...! gee..when will again be eh..hahaha. from there, we walked our way to Siam Square.more shops....they have nice things along the way....and then went to Siam Center where i had a pedicure and to Siam Paragon again coz my brother wanted to get something there. all of it was side by side....then we walked to MBK for dinner.the food there was delicious.... the Briyani, the tom yam, the roti nun and tandoori chicken. yummy! and then we went home to pack our things. sad to leave and yet glad too coz money almost all gone.hahaha....

22 Dec - had breakfast, finished packing our luggage, checked out, made our way to the airport...lots of good looking guys there...oooolaalala..hahaha. =P checked in our bags.and guess wat?! we had excess baggage by 10kg which costs us 70 bucks.fark la.....mahohe sia.haha. walked around the transit, had our lunch and into the plane we went to go back home...reached Singapore around 8ish...had dinner.head home in a 7-seater cab which costs me $31.pantat btol. unpack.check on updates of the real world and off to sleeeep. =)))

anyway, after unpacking i checked that i bought......
6 pairs of shoes ( 1 booties, 3 palm shoes, 1 sneakers, 1 laced shoe)
5 dresses
4 shirts
4 bracelets
2 belts
3 bags (1 clutch, 1 handbag, 1 wallet)
2 bras
1 set of brushes
1 watch (i was banned from buying any watches coz i have like 3 sets of expensive watches.haiya)
1 Cheetah stool (for the house.super cool!!)

and me like it alllll..... now its back to reality. no more shopping.
not for this month at least.. =))

Overall, i think the trip was damn awesome but 5 days is abit tooooo long.at least now i will know which place to go and which not to go . and i seriously have to learn Thai the next time i go there. OMG its so hard to communicate with them! all i know is Sawadika, Kapunka (thank you), Midai (no). and practically all of them can speak very little English.even in the malls, their sales assistants cant speak proper English.and if you take taxis, even worst. my father nak action friendly la konon to the taxi driver, so he was talking to them in english. the taxi drivers answer back but it was different from what my dad said.funny sia..i told my dad to just forget about talking to them at all. and the next time i go, must prepare more cash on hand. im hoping there will be a next time... hehehe. =))

2009-12-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

officially arrived in Bangkok at 11pm on 17 Dec. with an aching ear...berdezing seh. booked into the tiny hotel. 4 people in that room is seriously super squeezy so we set about finding another hotel.
we checked out the next day into another hotel.separate ones this time.my brother and i in 1 room and my parents in another. freedom!! heee.... and off we went shopping!! awesome shopping malls. super huge too!did freaking ALOT of walking la.my feet seriously hurt like crazy. but i didnt buy too much yet though. am saving my precious money for the weekends....wooohoooo. cant wait to finish up my money...hhahaha.
now im like tired.so im going to sleeeeeeep.early morning tmr.lots to do!! =D Chatuchak here i come!

2009-12-15T16:28:00.000+08:00

2 more days to goooooo! Yessa! =D

went out by myself yesterday. decided to do a bit of shopping... bought Levi's jeans, and a new pair of spectacles which has been soooooooo long overdue! and its in orange colour! hahahaa....hope i wasn't that blind when i bought it. haha..then i walk walk around. was finding a cobbler. have been finding a cobbler for the past few days.and i have yet to find the cobbler. Where have all the cobblers gone??! sheesh...
anyway, went down to the airport to send dearest Shahhen Aman who was flying off to India for 1 month. best seh! and i will only see her next year, a few days before school starts.oh well, hope she will enjoy herself there.
then met Imah at airport too. Thanks love for making your way down there...and we spent a good 2 hours together sharing stories before the both of us had to leave. i made my way down to have dinner with my family and my aunt's family at Popeye's...had a good laugh together... Nice. and my uncle had a passing idea for the both of our families to go London in 2 years time..WOW! London eh...if it is really going to happen then i will have to start saving my ass off soon.so that my whole family can go with me!

anyway, hope to meet Imah and all on the eve of New Year's to celebrate together. Hopefully it goes as planned then this would be our first celebration together.... funness! cant wait...

the next update would be after i come back from Bangkok....Woooohooo.. time to pack my bag... tata.

2009-12-12T00:52:00.000+08:00

my laptop has gone cuckoo on me. damn it!!

anyway,
i have been busy with my mommy the past few days. went out on wednesday to Raffles. where i fell in love with a few of Kate Spade's stuffz. sigh. i just lurve Kate Spade coz their things are so colourful. now im contemplating on splurging myself. i deserve it for working my butt off all this while rite. hehe...should wait till my i come back from BKK.then decide to buy or not to buy....... weeeee.
andddd
6 more dayssss!! woohoooo....

2009-12-07T02:00:00.000+08:00

im like super excited!!!!!!! gng BKK in 10 days time... Woohooooooo!!!!
should i start packing now??hahahaha...

anyway....have been kind of busy the past few days.no idea what i have been doing.
On Friday,
went to help out my dearest Shaheen's GESL project at Telok Kurau Pri.got to meet great kids who have been through quite a fair share of ups and downs in their life.and I'm glad that i was able to take part in the event that made them enjoy their day....ooweeeee.

On Saturday,
went to Expo for the Lo'real Sale with my mommy...oooboi. the queue was freaking long la! thank gawd my bro working there, so could chuck our things to him to get it for us at the end of the day. yey! then we headed down to Orchard Road to go to Isetan.my voucher has yet to be used....so off we went looking for things to spend on. In the end, i bought for myself this sleeveless purple-ish silk top.(was inspired by Nesa.hehe) which i think would look awesome when worn with the correct pants. and i even bought a purple pants from Uniqlo. PURPLE?!! hahahah....dunno what came over me...but its nice.will wear it ONE day.ahaha...then we went jalan-jalan around Orchard till we pancit.then head back home to have dinner at Changi Village. wah! my leg pain laaaa from a day of walking in heels(yup..i used heels.cant believe it either!haha)...cant believe i spent the whole day with dearest mommy. with no quarreling.hahah =))

On Sunday,
wedding.granma's place. tried the new KFC black pepper chicken.phoooh! pedas gilerrrr.... and home sweet home.

ill have the whole day to myself tmr! yey! but need to do SOMETHING to the house.its in a mess. damn.

2009-12-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

was suppose to meet dear imah and nesa today to go Wild Wild Wet...was sooooo excited about it.
BUT it didnt happen.
due to unforseen circumstances.
oh well...i guess there will always be another day. (TC Imah!!)
met up with dearest Nesa though.and we dragged our super heavy bags all the way to city hall. where we window shopped and ate at Mac's and watched Knocked Up (freaking hilarious movie!cite hantu dok..hahaha.lol.) on the laptop and watched 2012 in the movie theatre. I think 2012 is not a bad movie.the effects were good. the story line was there. but somehow...it seems kind of so unreal in a way. the Russian pilot was hot though. ahahah...the company was awesome.as always...we were laughing by the end of the movie though coz my belo cousin needed the toilet urgently (and she only drank like 3,4 sips of water only!!) and we were also making fun of the characters. bloody annoying sia the both of us..a serious movie and we were laughing away.oopsie... heh.

and then met up with An.chilled for awhile before they dropped me off at the train before going off berdua-duaan. wah wah....hahaha.
the most annoying part was my darn nose. sniffing and sneezing the whole freaking day.making me look like one bloody clown with red nose.sheesh....
BUT
as always...
i had a blast when Nesa is around. love you belo.

2009-12-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

My Teacher's Day Dinner at Rendezvous Hotel was awesome!!!!
the food was magnificent.
the ambiance was awesome.
the people were wonderful.
the event was smashingly superb.
reached there right on time.sort off...haha. almost everyone dressed up.which was kinda cool. its like a belated Halloween Party for us..hahaha. there were cowboys, witches, alien, school children, reindeers, cat, puteri, hang tuah, harry potter, soccer players...cool gilerrr! me like. i didnt get to take lots of pics with my camera. but im hoping the rest will tag me!! hahah...
i think everyone enjoyed themselves. there was laughter throughout the whole night with the jokes by the hosts and the events that happened through the night. It was also a humbled affair to say good bye to our beloved principal who is retiring from the service. so there were lots of touching moments for her...sweets.
then there was lucky draw too..my number was very close a lot of time.but it was not called. and the coincidence was that practically everyone at my table got a gift except me.hahaha...but i did get one in the end coz Cikgu Sulaiman gave mee.. =))
what a wonderful dayyy. =D

2009-11-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

I was suppose to go on a date today but tak menjadi.oh wells...there's always another day. so i stayed at home today. cleaned the house and my room..
and i realize that i CANNOT stay at home. i freaking keep on going to the kitchen to find food. but thank gawd my kitchen not much food.. but seriously..keep on going kitchen to find food, to the living room to watch tv (NO STORIES either!), to my room to roll on my bed..yess.
so if i have nothing to clean, that is what i will do. darn...
so today...luckily there was something to clean and by the time i was done with all of that (3+pm..) took a bath then i went running....felt good mannn....its been like 3 weeks plus since i last went running...and i better do it again or else ill go back to my post-macdonald days...and that will NEVER EVER happen again!hahaha...

Tomorrow, i have that very belated Teacher's Day Dinner at Rendezvous Hotel...woohooo! cant wait....
since i cant find any black dress, i have decided to use my skirt as my tube dress...hahahaha...was rummaging through my wardrobe and finding any black stuffz and i was like having a fashion parade in my room.lol.. and i decided to go for that coz i don't think witches are suppose to be sexy right? damn....or else i could have gone for a sexy look.hahah...anyway...the whole day will be spent with my darling Fizah. and the dinner will be at night....Weeeeee!!

hopefully my Wednesday plan menjadis!

im still undecided about my future......sigh

2009-11-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

Selamat Aidiladha to all!
went to both my grandparents houses...met my lovely cousins. and forever its as kecoh as ever. but its just sad that we are divided because of a tiny rift that happened some time ago. i just hate fights.be it a verbal, emotional or a physical one...i HATE them. i refrain from them at all cost unless of course its for my own benefit..heh.

anw, i think i have been eating a lot the past few days!!! damn. need to start cutting down again or need to start exercising again. i have quite a lot of time on my hands now. should fully utilize it right...lets seeeeee. hahaha.

i'm wondering...why me? why now? why? how? what am i going to do? what if....so many questions running through my head. which i have yet to find the answers for.

2009-11-26T15:31:00.001+08:00

LOVE

on 25 November 2009,
met up with beloved Nesa for breakfast at KFC [ her treat.Thks love =) ] then we made our way to Marina Bay to go to Marina Barrage. my first time okayyyy. cool giler the place. another good spot to take lots of awesome pictures...weeeee!! we did a little sometg for Nesa's sister and then we just chilled. under the HOT sun. a day filled with relaxation and fun.just sharing our life stories....awesome time. we had to keep on moving our mat to hide from the sun. and we moved till we could no longer move and eventually we sun-tanned under the sun..hahaha. and i finally got to see the sunset! (coz nobody wanted to bring me go see sunset before.sedih kan.hahah.lol) but it was damn nice...i love sunset!! =D and the company was amazing. Thanks Nesa! after i got my sunset, we went off to One Fullerton to get drinks from Starbucks. 'perrr' from my cousin. hehe...an A'an met us there. no idea why he was so freaking shy. which was sooooooo annoying. felt like smacking his head la. but he looked good. with his muscles.hahaha... then went home..i was sooooo freaking tired sia that i slept at 11.30pm roght after i took a bath. knocked out till the next day at 9-ish in the morning. best kepe.

then todayyyy,
went to meet my ex-colleagues from my contract school. love Miss Fizah.hehe. then planned for my outfit for the very belated Teacher's day dinner which is coming up on the 1st of December. woohooo! cant wait.. and the theme for the primary 2 level is Harry Potter. not so much of Harry Potter though coz the P2 level has females only. lerrr....and we're all dressing up as evil witch.haha...all black - black make-up, black robe, black shoes, black dress, black hat. aiyaiyai..haha. but the issue is that i like wearing black but i dont like to be ALL black. i will look like someone from the Adam's family laa! why cant witches be in happy colours like blue or red or pink?! hahaha...i know...it'll be damn weird. but all black?? and where am i going to get a black robe or black dress sia? hmmmm..... anw, i still cant wait for it. gonna be an awesome night! =))

2009-11-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

no school anymoreeeeee....! till January...woohoo!
went to West Coast Park for a mini picnic to celebrate one of my friends birthday.

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY

SALEHA ZAINAL!!!

and it was her wish to play dress up too....birthday girl's wish is our command. hehe... so yeah, each one of us brought a few change of clothes and we changed into them after taking enough photos of each attire. we had a casual theme, flowery theme and the street style. there was suppose to be one more outfit but by then all of us were tired already. 3 outfits are enough mann. we took like a lot of pictures that could last us a loooooong while. hahaha..the weather was awesome. not so hot and not rainy but it was super windy and got in the way of my slendang.had to wait for the wind to stop before taking pics...we had an amazing time though. should go there...the place is nice for photo-taking sessions. =D

2009-11-22T03:26:00.000+08:00

My Birthday celebration on 21st November 2009

the weather was Perfect in the afternoon so we went to the park early to set up the tent and gazeboo and such. then went off to change into my Birthday attire..=)) then off we went out again with the food at 6+pm...anddddd
it started to rain! i was broken-hearted. lol. (it was spose to rain in the afternoon and the sky should be clear by night BUT it had to be vice versa today itself. TKS!) luckily it didn't rain for long. so got ready the things again and waited for people to come. i had to eventually walk around bare footed coz my slipper keep on getting stuck in the mud and the place was seriously very muddy. sheesh. (Really sorry to those whose shoes got dirty todayyy!! =S )
by 7 people were starting to stream in already. but bit by bit...the fire was burning slowly and the night was going okay. yey!
I have to say one thing...
I'm Sorry to those whom i have invited but did not get to stay and chat for long. but i hope you still had a great time though. coz i sure did. it has been awesome to see you guys after sooooo long! *hugs and kisses* and i hope we will get o meet again sooooon okayyy.

The next section is my gratitude for the gifts that i got:
1) Faizal, Marianne, Diq - for the lovely lava lamp. and its red!! awesome! hahah.
2) Yong Ying - for the lovely blue butterfly brooches. its GORGEOUS!!!
3) Shaheen, Azimah, Dhamira, Saleha - thanks for the backpack! now i wont have anymore senget shoulder! haha...
4) Fit, Rifah, Sly, Shikin - for the belly dancing set. Seriously?! hahaha....now i must fully utilize it sia. hahaha..and the body shop set too.
5) Fizah, Amanda, Rohana, Dee, Lily - for the awesome Clinique make up set. damn nice laaaa!! me like =)
6) Sallehin - for all those tiny tiny things that you got from taiwan. damn sweet la u. and im glad you came even though you just came back at 12 that noon.
7) Syafiq - for the lovely frame with the lovely picture in it. LOVE it veryyyyy much!
8) Nesa - cool poster and the voucher. tks eh! hahaha...love you babe, you know that ritee,,, =)
9) Bu Shaf and family - Fossil Watch...damn NICE! now i can interchange btw the watches...woohoo! haha
10) Aslam, Maisur - for the chocs. i know you want me to get fat, but thanks...i just cant resist those darn chocs mannn...haha
11) Farah, Qis, Mas, Raz, Izzah - for the frames, the heart-shape card, flowers, my Isetan voucher and my cert..very sweet of you guys... muah muah!
12) Naza and Fir - for the super cool 2010 diary...its going to come in handy! =D
13) Ameer, Alman, Sheila - for a leather pouch which looks damn cool la!
14) Imah and friends - for writing in the gorgeous diary

LOVE you guys from the bottom of my heart. =D

2009-11-21T01:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday

to meeeee!!

Had an OK day.went to thread my eyebrow. PAINFUL!! hahaha...then went home to prepare for tmr's event.
BUT i did have an awesome night.
went to meet my friends at simpang bedok for dinner. i got my 1st present from Imah and gang. an awesomely cool A]X watch.... super duper nice!!!! me like it sooooo much.
Thank you people... you shouldn't have gone through all the trouble but i really appreciate it.
then Shaheen Aman took out a cake from her bag. i wanted to light up the candle but i didnt want any songs to be sung BUT apparently not. there were only 5 people but my dear friends were singing as if there were more than that la! haiyoo...paiseh. hahahah...then we ate the cake and then
Muhammad Nurhazwan came (so much for being in camp eh wan?penipus kwn kwn ku...sheesh.hahah)

went homw after dinner.
then i was marinating my chicken when i got a call from Wan asking me to come down coz he wanted to pass me smetg. so much for it being so urgent. he actually wanted to surprise me with another birthday cake lol. and it was cheesecake!! awesomeee... =) coooollll rite?? hahahah.
im soooo happy i have awesome friends!! *loves*

2009-11-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

woohoooooz!

its OVER!!!! the first semester is OVER!!! yey! =)
now have to anticipate the results. darn.

the science was hard
the 1st English paper was hard, the second English paper was good
the math was doable...
but im satisfied. =D

went to watch a movie todayyyy after the paper finished. Ajab Prem Ki Ghazab Kahani. hilarious!!needed the good laugh to celebrate the end of it allll.... weee. then someone was crying when the rest were laughing. lerrr...(YOU, relax ok babe. don think think too much.. *kiss kiss*)
then went home and i need to start preparing for the big day...so Xciting laaa...!! i hope everything goes well..
except for one TINY bit. i dont have anything to wear!!!!!! shooooooots.... ive been walking around but nothing really caught my eye yet... haiyo. leceh laa....

one last thing...

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY

MY BELOVED BELO OF A COUSIN

NAFISAH ASHIEK HUSSEIN!!!

hahah...wish u had a blasting birthday and hope all your wishes come true. stay belo always.. =))

xoxo

Beena

2009-11-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

My Advance 21st Celebration went off quite well. Thank gawd there were no surprises when i reached there...PHEW!!
when i came everyone was like Wah..pengantin lawa seh...mane pasangan..hahaha.lol. i was in RED ok! my grandmother pulled me into the room and she wanted me to remove my make up so that one of my aunt's cousin can reuse it for me properly. LOL. i told her no...i use my make-up perfectly fine. i even used it to the extreme today sia..if not i cant be bothered with make up la..then she forced me to wear this super heavy gold necklace and she forced in over my head. i was irritated by then coz first thing is that i HATE being forced to do anything and secondly, its freaking heavy. its not like people can see it anyway.
i got a shock though when i saw her dress. its SUPER RED with gold flowers. typical for my grandmother.she even more BOOMS than me la....hahahah.cute la my granmother....
but after that it went well already...singing of birthday song. i hate that part coz everyone will be looking at you and singing the song slowlyyyyy....and im like thinking when is the song going to finish,then another round of singing happens but in malay language plak . baik uh... y cant people just SAY Happy Birthday instead of SING...paiseh laa.
then cut cake...take lots of pictures....cramp sia my mouth from smiling..hahah. then eating time!! yummylicious....but i hardly ate anything.lol. coz mcm sooo busy like that.mingling and stuffz...
by 8+, my mom and my aunts were urging me to open the presents. they were more excited to see them than i am. hahaha....
i received quite a lot la...
Elle clutch bag in red- Marc by Marc Jacobs wallet in green- Body shop perfume set (and its the one that i wanted in orange!!) - Avon set - charm bracelet - Body spa set in purple - a tube dress in white - watch in red - scarves - materials for baju raya - bed sheet - shoe(heels) - aroma therapy - brooch - flower -

i am a happy girl today..hehe.
now i have to study for my exam on monday. all the best to meeeee.

2009-11-14T00:27:00.001+08:00

had my Science Exam today...
before sitting for the exam Shaheen and i destress in the lib by taking pics...we look niceeee.hahah. lol.
and aft that......
Farkkkkkk! the paper was hard la sia....OMG!!!!!!! sigh...hopefully i can still make it.but i should think so...insyallah.

Anw, decided to destress so i met with Nesa at Orchard. i wanted to find meself a nice top for next week.... but i did not get to find it...BUT i fell in love with this gorgeous tube dress at Cineleisure which would look freaking HOT on me but it was way over my budget and i dunno when ill use it again.hahah.but me like itttt!! then went to Heeren to continue looking and we found a pretty dress. i did not buy it though. But Nesa did...can always borrow from her for special occasions. heheh.lol. went off aft that to my granma's house.
oooh...and my beloved cousin gave me a yellow Daisy. and the main reason was not because i was kind but because she wanted to get rid of it. kan Nesa....hahahah. tapi aku tetap sayang kau tau... =P

not to forget that 14 Nov is THE DAY that i am scared of...hahaha. lets wait and see what this day holds for me. I'm holding my breadth and hoping that there are no more surprises....lets wait and seee.... =)

2009-11-09T22:14:00.000+08:00

oooh boi...
hectic week for me.it will continue to be so till next week. after that FREEEEEEDOMMMMM!! wooooo...
anyway, stayed in the library the whole day today From 10am till 6.30pm. to study but my mind sort of floating around but i still got to revise quite a lot la...
math Test tmr
Science exam on friday
My advance bdae celebration on sat...errr. i have like mixed reactions abt it. lol.
english exam paper next monday
math exam paper next wed
FINITTO!
baking on thurs at cik Sal's house
friday....no idea where im going. anybody wanna make a date with meee??? hahah
sat is THE DAY..cant wait. im hoping for nice weather...*crossing my fingers*

going wayyyy overboard...

2009-11-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

My grandmother is seriously making me sooooo stresssed up!! urggggghhhh....
i'm celebrating an advanced birthday with my mom's side together with my uncle the week before my birthday. i think she's more excited about it than i am! seriously sia..i wanted it to be small scale and all but apparently NOT!
1) she cooked like freaking a lot. (Do not ever underestimate my grandmother's a lot. it can feed close to 50 ppl)
1) forced my aunt to buy a huge cake (2kg) when there's only around 20 ppl okayyy.
3) Not to forget she just spent $100 to tailor-made a baju so that she can same same with me...which she will only wear once. i scolded her mann..why waste money for me??! haiyo.
4) she wants the find a gerbang (you know the one that pengantin uses as the entrance...?) yup..she wants to find that for me. wtf??!!
5) my aunts n uncle n cousins will even get berkat! nice rite...lol
6) anddddd she wants me to wear full on henna! urghhhhhh.

hellpppp!!! i think i can even get married on that day sia..fully prepared like that. lol.

she is seriously turning me off celebrating my birthday sia...its not like she listens to me. but its not that i don't appreciate it. i do! seriously.but this is going way over the top la..and she is spending a lot on it.i don't like it when people spend so much on me...i am not that special to be spent on sia...if i'm some queen or princess takpe jugak...haiz. cant run away from it though...i am strong. i can go through this. goooo Beena! lol.

2009-11-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

I have finished my individual assignments!! Yey...slept at 3+ am yesterday just to finish it all up. now i can concentrate fully on my revisions..woohooz.
Anyway,
didn't do much today. i meant i did not do ANY school work at all today...a rest for my computer and for my brain. could not sleep yesterday coz my brain was in full thinking mode and did not want to stop. annoying...and when i finally started to fall asleep at 9am, the darn phone had to ring and then my dad woke up and disturbed me. hish! and i have been out since noon. andddd i bought a dress which my dearest daddy paid for.hehe... its very nice!! i likeee... told my parents that its going to be my first date dress.hahaha... wonder when that will be. geeeez. but now im feeling veryyyyy sleepy and i need to go to sleep before i cant wake up tmr.

and not to forget...
I am very mad at Muhd Nurhazwan who just disappeared without telling me where!!! urggghhh....

2009-11-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

can you spot meee????
hahaha....i was in the paper on Saturday. woohoooo! i didnt even know they were going to put it in the paper seh...klau tak memang i dah senyum selebar-lebar nye..hahah.

2009-10-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

It has been a really hectic week for me..

Monday:
had my 3rd TP and yup...i failed. damn. i was really affected by it actually coz i wanted it so badly. I guess it's just not my luck yet huh... Then on that day I also had my 1st major presentation and i had no mood to present. great.. at least one project is over...another 2 more group projects + 2 individual assignments to go...

Tuesday:
Had a super productive day. Sacrificed my sleep so that i can start studying for my upcoming exams....and also to start on my individual assignment which is due next week. anw, was really proud of myself. =))

Wednesday:
another project almost done but the presentation is only next week so can take it slow a bit. had a long day though coz i had a 5.30 to 7.30 class...aiyaiyai...so by the time i reached home was like almost 10pm then continued doing my work till like 1+am..almost everyday i have been sleeping super late...used to it already..

Thursday:
I got a shock when i weighed myself that morning. the last time i weighed was the hari raya period which was just like 2 weeks ago. and i realized that i have lost close to 6kg. i did nothing much except running twice in 2 weeks. other than that nothing much... i like it though coz i have an aim to reach this particular weight... =))
had a really weird day.
2 guys randomly contacted me out of the blue and i do not even know them! how the hell they got my number i have no freaking idea but the reasons they gave was just damn stupid..seriously.
and someone commented to me "the picture was nice.you look perfect with him" damn...wats going on??!

Friday:
I had no school BUT i still had to travel allllll the way to school coz i had an event for my GESL (community service grp tingey) - the Pledge Of Silence tingey - which ends at 7pm. we had to create a mural which was super cool but i ended up having paint on my jeans, my sleeves, my scarf and even my watch. urgggh! had super fun and im glad its over...then went off to my granma's house for a while and now im at home continuing my project. seriously cant wait for it to be allllll over....

another round of group meeting tmr...till dunno wat time...it will be the last pls!!

my waiting list...

2009-10-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

ive been so busy the past few days that i cant feel the long weekend sia...i even forgot that yesterday was a Saturday la..doesnt even feel like it. was out early and back home late...and i have freaking eye bags! very the unsightly!!! urgghhhh....

just came back from j.b. visited my uncle (for raya..i know! its like the last few days..anw, better late than never..)who stayed there. then we went to Jusco...the place is huge!! and nice too.... there is only one thing that i do not like about Malaysia is that the clothes they sell are FUGLY...so alian-ish. unless its those american boutiques and stuff but the rest of it are like ewwww.....their shoes there are worth to buy though...i will always tend to buy shoes when im there...i bought one only today...heh. wouldn't mind going there again..

annnddd
i have a group meeting tmr at 10am to dunno what time. cant wake up laaaatteee....damn.

then on tuesday...i have to be out of house by 6.30ish (have not woken up this early in many years!!) coz i have driving.then a grp meeting in school from 10.30 to 12.30, another grp meeting from 12.30 to 2.30. english mock test from 2.30 to 4.30. math lesson from 4.30 to 5.30pm. then i can finally gooo home. bloody long day.....aiyaiyai.

was in the car and i started day dreaming of the things that i want to buy....hahah!

My waiting list....

I am going to get these hopefully...bit by bit...

going to splurge on myself one of these days...

Dolce & Gabbana perfume...i think its new...the smell very suttle.

Zen xi-fi II - lost my 1st Zen...loved the function so much that im going to get another one. but this is toouch screen! cooolll...

Adiddas bag - no more C&K bags...i need a laptop-durable bag.

watches - i need more varieties in my collection mann.keep on using the same one la. isshh...

another thing on my list is actually this Kappa shirt but it is short sleeve! and even if i were to wear it with a shirt inside..it wouldnt look that nice...sad. i looooove it!

another thing not on my list either is a handphone. i just bought mine a few mths back coz my previous phone suddenly died on me. soooo i had to suddenly buy my current phone but i want to change!! have to be patient tho...till it reaches its 1st birthday...damn.

another thing not on my list too is my spectacles. i have been wanting to buy one but macam so far none caught my eye yet...orrrr like macam dont want to waste money on it...but i have to get one coz i have to change to an astigmatism-type glasses.double damn.

wait long long begum to complete the list...hahaha.

2009-10-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

went belly dancing class with Shaheen at amore....damn fun la. 10 mins into the session and i could feel my tummy going hay-wire a bit...haha. that's why la. Beena dah lamer tak exercise kan...gemok!! hahaha...lol.
and the good thing i like about amore is that its for Ladies only....cool rite. i want to join sia....i think it would be worth it. there are a lot of classes that i can attend as and when i'm free.. butttt its either i need a credit card to pay monthly installments or i have pay in chunks of hundreds of dollars at a time. i can die mann for the latter. anywayyy...i've paid a deposit that qualifies me for the promotion. i just need to get a credit card next.hahah. damn.

i got my ali baba pants!! finally! weeee.....and i look kinda cool in it! i think...ahahah. not sure if i will wear it to school though.it looks too casual...hmmm....lets see if i can get any inspirations to glam up the look then ill wear it to school. so Xciting!! hahahaha...LOLx.

Action For AIDs

2009-10-07T23:04:00.004+08:00

i woke up LATE today...never ever happened before sia. i woke up at 10.30 when i had to be in school by 11.30! damn...and it takes me 2 hrs to get to school. smart rite..i was contemplating between taking taxi to school or skipping the first tutorial... taxi would cost me $30 over bucks sia.. BUT thank gawd i remembered my friend has a carpool so i tompang her.and it cost me only like $5..phew! tak terkopak kocek aku..haha.
soooo
THANK YOU Shheeeeiilaaaa!!!

anw...my event is sort of finalised. only the location that is still unconfirmed yet...

What is it?
The event is called Pledge Of Silence. It is an event in conjunction with Action For Aids(AFA). My group and I will be campaigning this event to show our support for these people with Aids(PWA). The purpose of this event is to help the voiceless discrimination and stigmatization of HIV/AIDs.They have been given this negative stigma which is hard to remove as all of us think that these people 'deserve' it because they have done things which had its consequences.

What is Pledge of Silence?
Pledge of Silence is about us pledging our silence in support to those who have AIDs and have remain silent up till today. Pledge Of Silence allows us to pledge for hours in remembrance of those who have been in 'hiding' as they are afraid of being stigmatized and disowned from the community. You can choose to pledge 4, 8 or 24 hours. With the amount of hours that you pledge, you have to remain silent for the specific amount of hours. There should be no talking at all. However, you can use sign language or hand-phones or whiteboards to communicate with your friends!

What do you have to do?
If you would like to partake in this event, do contact me. You will need to sign up online on the AFA website. Upon signing up, you will receive a donation card to help raise funds for the PWA and you will also be given a limited edition bandana in support of the AFA.
Then on 30 October, you will have to pledge your silence (4/8/24 hours) at our specified location (either at NIE or NTU campus - yet to be confirmed). You will have to be present for this event if you have signed up to partake in this event.
For those who would like to support this cause but do not want to partake in the POS, you can do so by helping to donate any amount you want. You can approach me to pass me the donations.

What is the event?
There will be an event called "paint a mural" where those who would like to show their support
will write/handprint their msg on a mural(this will happen at 5pm). The break of silence will happen at 6pm. After the break, there will be a band performance and a speech by our Guest of Hounour from AFA. The event should end by 7pm. You do not have to be there physically at 1pm. But your attendance from 5pm onward is greatly appreciated especially for the break of silence at 6pm.
When?
30th October 2009
Friday
1pm to 7pm

Where?
NIE or NTU campus (TBA)

I reaaaaaallllyyyyy look forward to your support.

2009-10-03T01:59:00.002+08:00

phew! jalan raya with my close friends is DONE!!

01 October 2009 with the TP mates
-met at Farah's house at 11.30 am ishhhh... but by the time we left there was like almost 1.. started our last minute prep for MAs bdae...last minute giler...as always! hahah.. then went from one house to another.. eat NON-STOP sia...alll the way. phuyoh..boncits!
Farah -> Rai -> Raz -> Mas -> Safwan -> Dee -> Faizal -> Qis -> Siddique -> and my house was the last one.
celebrated Ma's Bdae too since hers is on 5th October and not sure if we cld all meet up..so anw, yeah..2 in 1.cam whoring sessionS nonstop too...i think if we were to combine all 4 cameras..we wld have like 200+ pics...gilerz!hahah...but seriously it was fun la...

02 October with PRCS mates
met up quite late la...so much for meeting at 7pm..cheh. but understandable since all of us had work and ns in the day. we left my house at 9pm! then continued to Imah's place to Wan's place and lastly to Fareez house. short and sweet. and i reached home at ard 1am...cool kepe. continuation of cam whoring session.. enjoyed every single minute of it...
hmmmm......=D

2009-09-29T01:18:00.003+08:00

went to meet my kuz for lunch and sat at the library to finish up my work till its time for tuition. ant then....
watched Dil Bole Hadippa with my parents...
the movie okay la...not bad..funny and sweet and sad-ish and some mencair kan parts..

not to forget my beloved
SHAHID KAPOOR!!!!
where are you my darling..?!!
he was sooo damn hot in the movie la....
his arm muscles.phuyoh...! tak boleh angs..
hahaha..

cute right!!!!
haizzz...
*melting*

anw...
cant wait to go jln raya with my
TP frens - 1 oct
Sec frens - 2 oct
sec frens(part2) - 3 oct
ex colleagues - 11 oct

Weeeeee.............

2009-09-24T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hello my friends and family...

I have a proposal for you...

I am organising an event together with AFA(Action For Aids). This event is called Pledge of Silence(POF). The main objective of this event is to raise awareness of those affected by Aids/HIV. They are shunned by the society because of this incurable disease. However, if more people know more about this disease(which sadly is not a lot), they will know that Aids is not easily transmitted unless it is through sexual intercourse.
The pledge of silence is mainly for us to pledge 4 hours, 8 hours or 24 hours of silence whereby we are not allowed to communicate during the chosen duration of silence. Every minute of our silence is in support with the silence of those AIDs patients. This event is not compulsory but your support is greatly appreciated. If you wish to know more about this pledge of silence or what AFA is all about, do visit this website:

http://www.afa.org.sg/
http://www.pledgeofsilence.org/

Details of the event::

Date: 30 October 2009
Day: Friday
Venue: NIE
Time: not so sure what is the starting time(have yet to be confirmed) but 6pm is the break of silence

There will be other sub events on that day such as movie screenings or booth or even performances(details of this sub events have yet to be confirmed but the POF is definitely confirmed).

PS: Those that are interested must sign up for this event on the website by 10 October!!! Once you have signed-up, you will receive a donation packet(like the NKF donation packet) for you to collect donations for these AIDs patients who cant afford the medication and also you will receive a bandana to support this cause.

Your support is really greatly appreciated!! =D

2009-09-15T01:16:00.002+08:00

Went buka with my NIE friend, Shaheen, at Pizza Hut...yummy!!

i have gone out buka with:
1) Imah and Nesa
2) ex-colleagues
3) TP friends
4) NIE friend
5) another set of sec friend this coming wed

BUT i did not get a chance to buka with my usual clique of sec friends...darn it. no day or time that all of us are free...annoying. looks like we can only meet for Raya...oh well..

Its coming in 5 daysssss!!! weee.... i suddenly had the inspiration to do some cleaning just now.. and now i feel slightly releived.coz the house is less messier.haha...i cannot stand messyness. irritates the hell out of me.....lol.but i still have a lot to do still. my brother takle harap langsung...tak guna btol.sheesh.anw, i need to buy some red and black stuffz for me rooooom. cant wait to see the utcome..hope it wont be toooo Emo..hahah.

2009-09-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

Just came back from J.B like an hour-ish ago... from 7am to 9.30pm..aisehmann... pancit the gilerz! first we went o buy Kek Lapis then we went to buy Raya biscuits and crackers then we went to buy flowers then we went Angsana to pray and shop till the pocket got burnt..haha. then finally went to buka at this place....no idea what its called. but the food was niiiiicee! but buffet for buka is seriously not worth it. how much can you eat?!! but its included in the rombongan..yessss, a rombongan. and it was seriously freaking funny. my brother and i were laughing a lot in the bus la. when it was time to go home, the tour guide started to sing a goodbye song!! hilarious... she sang 2/3 sentences and the rest of the bus added the word sayanggggg....at the end of the verse. wth..hahaha.apparently she had supporters from previous outings who were familiar with her goodbyes.. but fun la...at least i don't have to walk around much under the hot sun..got to enjoy the air-con all the wayyy. ooooh and i spent RM47 on my makeup - 2 mascara (1 black and 1 purple), 1 pencil eyeliner and 1 lip gloss. practically i paid only S$20+ for 4 things...such a bargain. i loveee Malaysia! hahah... yeah rite...but not the toilets. never!!! lol. now i want to slp...Zzzzz...

2009-09-13T00:18:00.001+08:00

oooh boi...i keep on wanting to blog but noooooo time. too many things to do but so little time...i have been sleeping so late practically everyday to complete some parts of my projects and waking up early so that i will not be late for class.then on weekends surely got some errands to run...aiyaiyai. nvm, now fasting month i halalkan everything. no more fasting, i make sure nobody disturb my saturday and sunday mornings! haha.. =P
things that are completed and not completed..more of the latter though..hahah.
English - individual project done, group project not done
Psychology 1 - forum done, essay done, individual project not done, group project not done
Psychology 2 - individual project 1 done, individual project 2 not done, group work not done
Computer lesson - forum done, individual project not done, group project not done

so you see....alot of things not done.and not to forget i have a math test on the third day of raya which is the day after the public holiday.. thanks sia..looks like i have to bring along my book when i go visiting. but not sure if i will actually revise along the way...hahaha.

anw,

im like so not happy with my someone. that person called me lokek just because i do not want to spend extra money on another set of clothes for raya. wth..i have like 3 sets already and i seriously do not need to buy another one more.hish!! when she said that, i just yar-ed at her...i get called lokek for trying to be practical. bagos! lol.

another matter....
i wanna wish WAWAN

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!!

its kinda late though..haha.biar lbt asalkan selamat kan wan..haha.

anw,
soooo sorry all of us wont be able to celebrate together...
but i hope u will like the presents though..=)

2009-08-31T22:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!
to all teachers out there..
yes.including me..hahaha.
but such a waste...how come i do not get a holiday tomorrow?!!!! sooooo unfair. but thank gawd my class starts late tmr.oh well...
i got a wish from my ex-colleague.like really out of the blue and i have not talked to him in like almost a year..really random..but the things he said were soooo sweet! hahah... he is seriously a sweet talker sia...kembang i kejap.hahaha...

and also wishing my dearest lil brother
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!!
ur finally legally 18 on 1st September
which makes you legally able to do SOME things only...
hahah..

2009-08-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

27 August 09

Met Imah and darling Nesa for buka...went to Riang Ria at Lucky Pz.didnt had to queue so we just went str to the front and asked for seats. Then this woman told me "Excuse me, the queue is behind!" and I'm like soooo?! " I have already reserved seats." Then she paiseh so she kept quiet..stoopid sia this people...we're not that blind that we couldnt see the queue... the food was omg seriously filling nak mampos. hardly eat rice during the asting month...that was an exception. anw, went jln2 at ION Orchard for awhile. Bought a RED flats which i THINK i might wear with something one of these days... i LOVE the colour but its very the fierce to be worn..hahaha. lets see...

28 August 09

the scrapbook for deedee is finally done!! had to keep on finding stuffz in my room to decorate it... but i like it!! its soooooo nice! weeee....! hehe. left the house at 11pm to send deedee off at the airport. my parents went too. they didnt have a choice..forced them to send me there..hahah.met a few of my sec friends there too.. then my parents went to lepak at Coffee BEan and i went to lepak with deedee's friends and family at PopEye. i gave her the scrapbok. she was flipping it through then she cried. which made all of us at the table cry. darn. she told all of us she do not want to cry...haha. not possible babe. then she say she hate me..coz i made her cry. lol...haha. ate at PopEye with Ain and Israno and friends..planned to go out buka with them one of these days...lets see yar. ard 1am my dad called me to say my mom wants to go home coz she tired..aisehmann. had to say my final goodbye to deedee.. the hug was long..couldnt let her go sia.. but it had to be done. soooooo sad. but im glad for her.

29 August 09

went to the tailor to send my mom's clothes. i was doing perfectly fine then sudeenly at the bustop i started tearing up...wth! i didnt stop for quite a few minutes mann. idiot. i just started thinking about deedee going off then i cried there and then. had to control myself sia. then at home when i was telling my mom what happened to me jsut now, i started crying again. wats wrong with me?!! my dad was like asking me y?wat happened? lol.
my mom just dont understand..she was like telling me that im not that close with deedee and anyway she will come back here some time. she was like asking me why didnt i cry when she went India for 2 weeks the other time. LOL..
then im like...you came back in 2 weeks.y should i cry?!! haha..funny la my mother. she wont be here for a loooooong time! and i. am. close. with. her.. whoever that's going away for a long time obviously will be sad seh..

haix.

2009-08-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

it's the end of second week of school and i'm like seriously super tired..There are quite a few projects due in a few weeks time and 1 that is due next week. aiyaiyai...
maths is confusing (as usual..!) haha..
and science is fun except that the lecturer is seriously freaking boring.he practically reads from the slides. its not as if all of us cant read right....lol. he doesn't go into much detail to explain the terms and what-not..sheesh.
but i love psychology and english lessons. i get to learn alot of interesting things.. Wee!

on another hand...its fasting month tmr.time sure flies very fast..
im looking forward to it coz one of my aim is to loose some weight..hehe. and get to save money on food too..

Wishing all my fellow friends and family...

SELAMAT BERPUASA!!
hope this fasting month will bring about lots of barakah to all of us.
Amin.

2009-08-15T23:50:00.007+08:00

met my sec sch friends...more was spose to be there BUT ended up with only 4 of us. LoL. deciding between The Proposal or G.I Joe.then when we finally decided on The Proposal, the seats available were the ones at the front so we settled for G.I Joe...nice movie...worth the money spent. the effects were cool shit! seriously.. and the dude Channing Tatum is so darn hot!! his abs were omg awesome..sigh.
then since we had time..went to Tam to scout for present for my someone...haha.

Imah and I

Channing Tatum..
hot G!!

then met my parents for dinner at FISH...the food is nice! its almost like Fish N Co but its the Halal version and with more variety...the price is about the same though.not that cheap..

anw, the fried mediterranian fish is so soft and crispy. and the lamb chop was soft too...yummy! actually itsmy second time eating there. and the first time was actually the day before (on Friday..to celebrate my colleague's belated bdae..). and not to forget the HUGE drink that they have! brain freeze sia..haha. worth it la..

Fried Mediterranian Fish

Lamb Chop

BBQ drumlets

2009-08-14T00:50:00.002+08:00

finally the REAL NIE has started..hahah. there has hardly been any tutorials until today... first was the computer lab class... i hate those computer stuffs with all the softwares that we have to learn...darn it.
then there's the math tutorial..OMG!!!! we learned the history of mathematics. there are four types so we had to convert numbers to these four types of symbols that were used in the olden days.. i was so lost in the class. and the girl beside me was like getting the answers so fast and i was there terkial2... there's even binary numbers(like engineering mathematics)...im like soooo dead! =S have to start doing my own revision soon or else ill get even more lost than this... aiyaiyai..

2009-08-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

11 August 2009

My first day of school.... went there really early coz there were some things to be done.. NTU is seriously F-ing HUGE!! we were like lost..and not to forget that it was a really hot day...the three of us were sweating like crazy...i think all of us lost like 1kg walking around the darn place..haha. then we reached NIE...thank gawd! i think i'll definietly go to hell sprouting all those "words" when we were lost...ooops! hehe..
my friend and i really felt like a noob...we kept going up and down the library trying to find the place that we wanted to go to..then we had to print out notes.booked a computer than this china girl accidentally used our computer so we were logged out..then this guy name came onto the com and my friend asked me a stupid question "Ur not Md Khairyl rite?" hahaha...lol. Duh! and that guy was actually behind us.. selenge nak mampos sia... we felt as if we had the freshie stamped on our forehead or smetg..haha.

12 August 09

Didnt had to go to school really early coz there was no tutorial for some of the subjects..finally took the mrt to school...from pasir ris all the way to boon lay..1 hour-ish journey. i really hate taking the mrt...there was this china woman sleeping on my left and she was nodding off so near.irritating sia! its as if she wanted to kiss my boobs...F-ing near la. then on my right was this bangladesh guy. he suddenly stared down at my somewhere..felt like poking his eyes out. idiot..luckily the both of them wasn't in the train for long..
anw, met my friends in schl to print out some other things then off we went to Jurong Point.. Did you know that Jurong Point was at Boon Lay?!! i didnt know!! how kental is that...hahah. well, now i know! lol. the place is huge! new shopping haunt since i'll be in the area for a really long time...
oh well, so far so good with scholl. just additional subjects = no more breaks in between...sheesh.

anw, i cant wait to meet my dearest friends soon!! =))

2009-08-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

i stayed at home yesterday...and cleaned the house. i keep on cleaning the darn house. a habit that i got coz my mom is like always asking me to clean the house...sheesh. so u know what i would do if im pissed off or just bored... yup. clean up..haha. but thank gawd im no cleanaholic...
watched NDP on tv...some parts were like super lame (esp when michelle was saying that the west is full of smart people just because there are 2 universities there..seriously?!lol.)but overall ok la.the new song is nice.very funky..

today...went to IKEA to check out some stuffz in preparation for the upcoming raya. and..i suddenly had this inspiration to paint my wardrobe balck and red. coz now its currently blue and it sooo does not go with my room.so, yeah....hopefully by raya i would have a sort-of new wardrobe! i want to paint my room though...cant stand the pink-ness..dunno what came over me 3 years ago when i decided to paint my whole room pink! yuck..haha. anyway, lets take 1 step at a time..

moving on..
the holidays are OVER for me... Wow! cant believe im going back to school...
- making new friends
- trying to listen and pay attention during lectures..hahah
- doing homework before tutorials
- projects
- making my brain work hard again..LoL.

but im still looking forward to it!! =D

2009-08-09T00:53:00.004+08:00

hey ho...

i hate holidays in singapore...everyday its the same old thing..
National Day.. pffft! u would think there would be something nice shown on tv..BUT zilch.
i want to do something...different! like go rollerblading or cycling or somewhere outdoors. my parents are boring ppl...esp my dearest mummy who refrains anything directly under the sun..my brother also the same.he would rather be in the comfort of the air-conditioner.. sheesh..its always the same...visit some shopping ctr then go eat.ugghh!! im like seriously sick of eating...becoming toooooo fat for my liking.. lets see if i can persuade them to go out somewhere different..

counting down to the days ill be staring school. i have exactly 2 days before THE DAY... i think i might be a bit slow the first few days since my brain has not worked hard for the past 1 year! hahah...time to start my engine again...lol.
anw, my timetable is out..i love it!
the earliest i start is 10.30 on thurs. weee! but i still have to wake up early coz my school is apparently not so near...good enough i guess. at least i dont have to wake up at 5+ daily..!hahah. on tuesday i only have to come to school at 2.30 pm.. cool shite!! hahah..
wed is abit hectic than the rest of the days coz i finish at 7.30pm! aiyaiyai...
then on friday i only have 1 hour of lecture at 11.30 then....i have nothing else.. pathetic rite.travel for 2 hours all the way to school for just 1 hour of lesson... BUT the good thing is i can meet up with people or go try to go to the gym and loose ALL the fats!! yey..!hahah =D i have some planning to do..haha.

2009-08-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

05 August 09 was the best night ever!! besides it being my father's birthday...

HAPPY 49th BIRTHDAY Abah!!

and thanks to my darling didi that i had an unforgetable nite..thats going to last me a lifetime.. Weee!! =D

went to see the doc today coz the condition of my face is really getting bad...sheesh! and also i found out that those mini bad headaches that i have been having are mild migraines...wow.didnt know i had migraines. Anyway, i have to try to stay away from cheese and chocolates!! or reduce the amount that i eat...how can i stay away from chocolates?!! its unimaginable..haha. oh well, lets go bit by bit yar..

now im like super sleepy..!! didnt get enough sleep ytd...

2009-08-03T23:39:00.003+08:00

thank gawd im not staying at home most of the time...or ilse i will definitely gain alot of weight right before starting school...im still trying to shed some extra kilos... its soooo EASY to gain weight and so HARD to loose them...thats why i love the fasting month(which is coming very soon!!) coz i can loose like alot of weight during that period...woohoo!!

Anyway,
On sunday, went to DTE for Rai's birthday chalet...have not met these group of ppl for sooo long! its been wat 5 months or so...yikes! so..it's actually an advance birthday...couldnt get anything for her though...but i hope she liked what i made her.. =) had a lot of catching up to do. it was fun..then i had to go off =( dearest daddy was shouting into the phone sia..haha. lol... hopefully the next gathering i would be able to come..

going J.B tmr with my mum and garnma......i dont want to stay at home(later nenek keropok come!hahah...lol) so might as well just follow..

2009-08-01T00:52:00.002+08:00

went to "NIE" (i am sooooo going to hell at the rate im going..yikes!)
actually...
i went to my former school coz i had some unfinished business left to do. ate lunch my my colleagues and finished up my stuffz. Yey! met t2 new contract teachers...both Malays and its a Small World!! apparently 1 of the is from TP-engine school and the other is one of my ex-sec school mate's sister who lives very near me! we started talking and chaos sia..laughing like nobody business in the canteen.
the kecoh part was this- the one from TP; she rides a scrambler ok. So, on the first day she came to school, she was wearing a skirt(knee length) and she rode the bike!! she's the hot topic in school now mann...hahah! but she's seriously super cool and friendly..
the sad part is...my dearest colleague- Fizah won't miss me.. =( coz she has a pengganti. lol... hahahah... kental seh beena.

anyway,
met Didi aft that. its been soooo long since i met her. got to chit-chat and then accompanied her to buy balloons and prepare for her brother's engagement + didi's doa selamat tingey(coz she's like gng away) for tmr..cool or wat! making for her mini cupcakes coz i feel guilty that i wont be able to stay long..

so yeah...quite a happening day! thank gawd im not staying at home.was getting bored out of my mind yesterday doing nothing at home.

2009-07-27T00:32:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is like my LAST DAY in school...then i can chill till 11 August when i start my NIE course... woohoo!

anyway,
watched SING Dollars...a Kumar and the other comedy veterans.it's a musical actually...
and it was Awsome!!! funny like crazy seh.. they joked about the Bangladesh ppl, TT Durai, that lawyer who ran away, Mas Selamat...and they even did a Michael Jackson impesonation...cool giler! and they sang live okay..worth the money spent.. =)

then went to my grandmother's house to celebrate her's and my grandfather's birthday. the amount of food that my granma cooked was like as if she was having a party for 20 or more people...alot of food!! there was Roti Kirai, Gado-gado, mee goreng, mee hoon goreng, 2 birthday cakes, cream puffs, jelly, pudding, cupcakes and kuih dada..hahah. alot rite?!! and this was suppose to be a mini celebration..imagine what a big celebration would be like?!!!
i was like telling my uncle that its as if she's celebrating her 21st birthday.
kecoh giler...that's what happens when my granma is around.hehe..
and there was even a magic show!! hahah...not really la but my uncle showed us some magic.... cool shite! he used poker cards and made it reappear somewhere else! scary..apparently he took a course with that Malay magician-Imran i think his name..
i had like loadz of fun. and not to forget i kept on stuffing my face with cream puffs. too delicious to resist..which is making me have a sore throat now..sheesh. tulah, gelojoh nak mampos..hahah.

23 July

watched Prison Break's final episode...soooooo sad!! Scofield died! its even more heart breaking than watching Dumbledore dying. i cried la when they showed how Scofield died..love him mann...so macho! LoL.hahah...

2009-07-20T01:15:00.004+08:00

watched Harry Potter nad the Half Blood Prince...
i should NOT have read the book before watching the movie... seriously ALOT of missing parts. the movie somehow feels incomplete. The movie is nice la.funny parts here nad there..but i definitely prefer the book. more detailed and alot of suspense-like moments which make you cant stop reading the book...
oh well, i knew it would happen.
anyway, went to Lagoon to eat after that. Alot of food...felt soooooo full after that. i thought my stomach was going to burst seh. but Yummy! then ate ice cream aft that while we chilled and talked beside East Coast...cooling or wat. by 9pm we left there and sped all the way home coz it was gng to rain!!
Loved every minute of the time all of us spent together...never a dull moment. Love you peeps many many uh! hahaha... =P

i got a shock when i reached home...
so this was what happened kae..
i reached home ard 9.45pm. changed, went toilet.
when i stepped out of the kitchen, i saw this man who looks familiar but something was just different about him. i was like staring at him for like a few seconds and i realised that my Father has no moustache!!!! hahahaha...i was like laughing like crazy sia...seriously funny!! my Father has always had moustache..i think the last time he didnt have that was like 20++ years ago...i kept on looking at my dad while i was watching movie in the living room. i just couldn't believe it la. he has been talking about it for so long but we knew he wouldnt dare do it. BUT i guess not...apparently he accidentally shaved more than usual so it was like senget. so he decided to just shave it ALL off...bloody wierd i tell u. i was asking my mom, y did she let my dad shave it all off?!! y not just have a hitler-style moustache..my dear Father gatal alr.. omg.hahahaha... i just cant forget my Father's face...

2009-07-18T00:19:00.004+08:00

im like so absent-minded these past few days...something wrong with my brain i think..i keep on forgetting things..and its always those things that hapened like a few minutes ago.silly right.. nedd a brain check up i think..hahah.
anyway..
i have never felt so lethargic as i am today...the students of the class that im reliefing for these few days is really OMG testing my patience to the limit. there's this particualr boy who is so bloody cheeky. he laughs ALL the time even when im reprimanding him and loves to make silly jokes.how annoying is that! he cant sit still or keep quiet for more than 1 minute la. and can u just imagine, i was actually fasting(paying back time...like finally!) and i had to endure all that. i almost blew my top mann just now.
i really salute the form teacher..she can tahan all their nonsense. but she still complains to us about the same boy la...but still eberyday going through the same problem from the same boy. i only had them for 3 days and my boiling level is wayyyy up there..

TGIF!!
and i cant wait to watch the Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince this Sunday with my dearest besties. i just finished reading the book and it's really awsome! i wont be surprise if im a bit disappointed with the movie in comparison with the book. its always like that la... anyway, cant wait to meet them!! =))

I want to wish my dearie..

Dayana Khafiz

CONGRATULATIONS!!

you made it! =)

love you many many and wish you all the bestest wherever you are.

prove them all wrong beb.

2009-07-12T01:04:00.002+08:00

checked out this flea market beside the Singapore Arts Museum there...they have really cool stuffz. i bought a vintage ring for $7 and a belt for $3. my brother bought a blazer for $5! super cheap rite! and i saw this short dress...super nice but its $25..the point of having a flea market is to sell the stuffz cheap but $25 is not cheap for a flea-market kinda thing...so i didnt buy it. i like that dress! darn it..haha.
need to STOP spending!!! =P
but flea market is really a good place to find wierd stuffz...they have this 1960s type of frocks which u will never catch me dead wear it.haha...but they do have cool stuffz at cheaper than usual prices.
thank gawd i have a brother like mine.or else i'll never reach all these places. BUT the bad thing is he makes me broke! haha..

anw,
had driving again today.and its the first time i drove in the rain. scary sia...driving normally i dont mind but u ask me to park, i got panic coz i couldnt see!! the water droplets on the rear mirror and the back windscreen were blocking my view. i park senget sia...stoooopid rain. haha..i hope it wont rain again when im driving.

2009-07-11T00:11:00.003+08:00

im just wondering where my money always go to..most of it is gone by the first few days of me getting my pay..which is really damn retarded coz i want to feeeeel the moolah.but there's always something to pay..sheesh. furthermore fasting month coming so have to get stufzz for Raya and all..money money money..
i dont think this is the first time im complaining abt it and it wont be my last either..aiyaiyai.
enough about money for now..its very depressing.

anw,
my school officially has a kid with H1N1 but luckily the school is not really affected coz the kid did not come to school when he fell sick..(very goood. socially responsible)but we still have to monitor the rest of the students though.
i hope the time table will be back to normal by next week....now its like so hay-wire.my breaks are split and lessons are long..
good news: i officially have 2 weeks left in the school. Weee!! =)

and...
im looking forward to meeting my dearies the following weekend.its been uber long since we all last met. hopefully what we planned will happen coz it usually doesnt..haha. oh well, lets wait and see... =p

2009-07-08T23:42:00.003+08:00

dunno why but i've been really busy seh..let me see...what happened since last week eh..?

06 July 09
Youth Day!! holiday for me.. yeye!

Finally had my driving practical again after a really long break. it was suppose to be a night lesson but apparently i heard it wrong and came in the morning.. oops! pekak nak mampos kan..haha. anw, luckily i was not sent home.so i still had my practical. i didn't know that i have not renewed my PDL..so i was like driving with an expired one. yikes! BUT i have renewed it already(as of today). then went to my uncle's work place at Still Rd coz my mommy helping out there..i thought of going home but lazy uh so i stayed there till 6.
What did i do? i read this book about Prophet Muhammad and his first wife Khadijah. omg...the book is seriously very the interesting la. and the book is in malay ok. so just imagine how many words that i did not really understand..hahah. reading that book alone made me more aware of Islam's history than those 10 years i spent in Madrasah learning on Islam's history. yikes..i guess i was not really paying attention in class after all..hehe.
went home aft that and went out again to watch this newly released hindi movie titled 'New York'. the movie is awsome and very heart-felt. its about the life of Muslims in the US after the September 9/11 attack. the torture that they had to go through was really horrible and you really feel like cursing all those americans that did those awful things to them. make you cry watching those scenes. the ending was still sad though. the ending, they were writing these captions that 1200 people were captured and tortured. They were released only after 9 months coz there was no proof of them being connected to the 9/11 attack. Most of those released could not carry on with their life after that coz they were so traumatised. Bush said that it was not the his nor his officers fault that those tortures happened (i was so pissed off when that caption came out. he should have been shot dead sia) anw, its a really cool movie. worth the $9.haha..

05 July 09

woke up really early in the morning to go to Geylang market with the family(excluding my brother who is officially called a tenant in the house coz he is hardly at home..hahah.) i finally got my durian!! but tak puas seh..im going to buy some more this coming weekend...

04 July 09

Yey! late morning for me..
went to Arab St with my mom to mt my kuz to buy cloth for baju raya. if only i hadnt bought earlier.i really had to restrain myself from buying seh.i have like really alot of kains that have not been tailored yet and not to forget the many other kains that have been sent for tailoring. sheesh..this is what happens when you have kiasu mother. (Quick quick go and send..later tailor dont want to take any more. aiya..all my mother's fault.hehe..) went to Lil India to send for tailoring.
On the way to Arab St, passed through Bugis Juction and there was this Carlo Rino sale. i usually ignore these high end brands sale coz i usually dont go for these type of brands. Anw.. i checked it out and i fell in love with this RED HEELS which is super RED and GORGEOUS!! and its only $25!! luckily im fat coz if i was smaller, i would not be able to find a size..haha. so yeah..i bought the RED HEELS. which i have no idea where or when im going to use it..hahah! oh well, it will come in handy at the right timing..
Met up with 2 other families at East Coast to have a mini picnic..bought the food at Lagoon.waited for 1 hour for the food la..lamer giler..then we just chilled there to chit chat and eat. the King's ice cream sold there was really yummy! its different from the usual apek ice cream that comes to our place... they have triple chocolate, brownie and lots of unusual flavours. So if you want cheap and nice ice cream, go look for the ice cream man at EastCoast Lagoon k. =)

03 July 09

Wan suddenly called to meet up. Imah also could make it..and its been super long since we met up.So wan picked me up from school and off we met Imah at Tam to have a mini dinner.at Ramen Ten...super delicious. its been really long since i had sushi la..power G seh. another reason it could be delicious was bcoz it was per..hahah.
missed Imah sooo much.and we got to catch up..like finally..we stay near and yet so far. padahal ade hp..i should throw my phone away since im such a useless friend who do not know how to keep in contact with friends..sheesh..bloody useless i tell u.

2009-06-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

Do you know that...

you can make your own Mocha drink!
my mom just made it for me the other day and its nice!
all we needed was
1) to boil cocoa powder in hot water
2) add coffee powder (depending on how coffee-ish u want it to taste)
3) add some normal milk and sweetener
4) Voila! ready to serve..
cool or wat!

and i LOVE mocha ok.now there's a budget way to get my beloved drink! hahah..

anw, back to school today. i feel so sad that had no chance to be with my class. coz of this annoying H1N1, i had to do relief for the other teachers that had to take LOA. i was spose to have 1 more week with them and now its gone down the drain..sheesh. the kids' recess were brought forward which means less free period for us teachers till god knows when..haiya. its gonna be hectic until all this dies down. i hope it will be soon though..coz i sure miss the normality of schol.

27/06/09
signed my contract with MOE on Saturday..yeehaw! hahah...my last day in this school is officially on 27 july. and the contract officially starts on 28 july. cant wait to go back to real school! projects, meeting new people, coming home late, no eating like a pig.hahah..but not looking forward to the exam part though...
im so honoured to be in this respected sector.
blearghh!
hahahaha...

25/06/09
went out with a new friend. to watch Transformers Revenge of The Fallen at Vivo. the movie is 2 and a half hours la! super freaking long...its an awsome movie! the effects and all that is like super cool shite. BUT i think the fighting scene at the end is too long. almost half and hour or so..too much la. i was like waiting and waiting biler nak abis seh. after the movie, my new friend and i just chilled and talk...lots of secret revealed.hahah.till it was time for me to go home..it was a nice day. =)

2009-06-24T00:08:00.002+08:00

22 June 09

went to johor bahru with my mommy, granny and my great aunt. I felt so awkward sia..they were speaking in malay language all the wayand i was so quiet. (that's a first!)Haha...
was at singapore's immigration and the stoopid police officer sniggered at my photo! asshole.. duh, i know i looked super different la but idiot right he laughed at me.sheesh...i think i have to change my photo.
went to aunty's house there then off we went shopping..bought meself a gladiator sandals.yey me!! so much for not wanting to spend too much..sheesh.
luckily we didnt have to take the bus home..my back would have split sia with all the groceries that we bought. Someone sent us home all the way back to our houses..

21 June 09
went to my aunt's house for my lil kuz 5th birthday.
Happy Birthday to
Nur Fatimah Az-Zahra!!

birthday girl..

with mommy and daddy

sexxyy...
hahaha!!
we're bored people..

20 June 09
Father's Day celebration at aunt's place. more specifically celebrating my granddad's Father's Day and birthday. 2-in-1...he doesnt really have a birthday so anyhow celebrate...

so anyway..
lots of commotion. ever since that day..this family gathering very the kecoh sia..

the grandchildren and great grandchildren together..

that is not even the full strength.

imagine if everyone was there, i think the faces will be super tiny..

2009-06-19T00:58:00.012+08:00

Sentosa...
here we come!!! hahah.. finally i went there after like sooo long..n it was seriously super hot la.
Had great fun with the cousins though..family bonding.ahaha...
so anyway, we took the tram to Pahlawan Beach where we chilled, ate and played Uno Spin.. i dont like that game..i keep on loosing.cheese bedebar btol.. then took the tram back to Beach Station to take some of the rides. We were supposed to go for the Fort Siloso but missed it coz it closes at 5.30. darn it.. so we continued with this GoGreen tingey...super cool shite seh.but scary uh coz there is no brake or watsoever..u just use ur body the control that thing..10 mins only to play that thing..sheesh. punye lar sekejap..kentut btol.
then took the bus to the other side of Sentosa to take the Sky Tower..kinda pointless coz there is no scenery at all coz the construction going on all over...but the aircon was nice.haha. then we took the Luge ride and the Sky Ride..the Luge ride was cool la.macam go-kart like that but no motor..too bad can only take once. the Sky Ride plak kinda scary...i was like scared my shoe would fall off la..haha.but cant let the shoe spoil the fun rite..haha. the scenery nice la..
Lastly, went to see Song of the Sea...the effects were super cool.but i think if we were to pay for it macam tak worth it seh..luckily one of my cousins' fren work there, so we got in free. woohoo..
By the time we took the monorail back it was like 8.30..imagine from 2 ish all the way till 8.30.pancit kepe! had dinner at Vivo at this restaurant called Barcelos.. the chicken yummy. and if u want to die of cholestrol, u should eat the wedges there. hahah...coz its like masin nak mampos la..and they have free flow of drinks..cool rite. the prices a bit high i guess but confirm kenyang giler nye...
reached home at ard 11..now time to Zzzzz....

Tram to Pahlawan Beach

At the beach..

Uno Spin..

waiting for the tram...

we sort of look alike la..

scary..sledang samer lak tu..hahah.

Shaheen and me..

waiting for the Go Green tingeys..

kental kepe with the helmets..

woohooo...

Zoooommm....

cool sia..seriously..

Tiger Sky Tower

nice scenery rite!

going up...

we were hardly listening to wateva was being said in that ting..

Luge time!!

Nesa & Bu Rahimah

sisters..

Shheen - Shama - Bu Shafeenaz

going down at full speed!!

Sky Ride time..

enjoying beb...

nice...

Song of the Sea..

family bonding..haha

nice water effect...

finally...

time to go home..

Goodbye..

2009-06-14T00:17:00.003+08:00

went sun-tanning with my darling didi rite...

and im seriously super dark now...didn't realise it until today...

anw, i hope for the best for my dear didi.. love ya always beb! muahh..!

Wat a day... went to a wedding..then went home to change and off we went to Bugis. shopping!! hahah.. bought 2 bags, 3 belts. i couldn't really find the bag that i wanted but i fell in love with this bag at Charles & Keith.its kinda huge i think but very the antique-ish. i can bring it to school when i start in NIE later..and bought another mini bag at Bugis St too...it is rectangular-ish and has the same antique feel to it.i have no idea why im suddenly into thi antique looking stuffz...wierd. anyway, its super cool..

wanted to eat something Mediterranian so we went makan at Amirah's Grill. the food is yummy.and i paid only $58 for our dinner.. worth it gilerz...

i bought these belts but im not so sure when il use it though..

hmmz...

the 2nd bag..

its small and i can use it out anytime..

its a good thing i don like handbags so i can use this coz its a sling!

the 1st bag..

Charles & Keith

my going-to-school bag..cool rite?!

and i can fit many things inside including my laptop..nice.

Amirah's Grill

BBQ Chicken Chop

Black Pepper Beef Steak

Fish & Chips

2009-06-12T23:57:00.002+08:00

went to school to settle ballet fees then went to meet An..treated him breakfast. he had an accident on saturday..quite bad i guess. so he was like limping abit..i was abit shocked when i saw him coz he seriously look different since i last saw him..he looks....more berisi and buffed up abit. abang-abangish abit with still a tad of mat-repness in him..haha...chit chat abit then he went off to meet mambang an i went to meet my darling didi..
to go wild wild wet or just rendam at swimming pool? hmmm...so we ended up at the swimming pool..sat on the beach chair and sun tanned.(my nose is really shiny!! haha) and we talked and talked..catching up all those months of missing from each others' life... mann..im such a bad friend.not being there for her all this while.sheesh...im going to try to drop an sms once in a while instead of just out of the blue..haiz..anw, we berendam abit in the pool then changed.had lunch at Fish & Co Express and off we went to Lil India to do threading..

All this in a day work..im like super tired now..need me beauty sleep..Zzzz..

11/06/09

met imah to go shopping!! hehe..went to Far East..had our lunch first to charge our energy and off we went to look for stuffz..from Far East down to Tangs to Takashimaya to Wisma to Plaza Singapura.. whenever i go shopping alone or with my momzie, i can hardly find nice stuffz.and when im with imah, i see all this nice stuffz..bankruptsy beb..haha.bought a shoe and lots of facial products and stuff..spent like $100 in a day..thats like a lot. need to curb my spending abit...i tink ive said that like gazillion times la..haha. darn.. i need the will power mann..

2009-06-08T00:43:00.003+08:00

busy busy busy...

Friday
spose to meet peoples but tak jadi so i went cycling..and i didnt eat much after that okay.. yey me! i think i have to do smetg abt the nike...the tyres keep on getting pancit. and its not because of me! haha..the stoppers for one of the wheel is missing so i hafta get it replaced..anw, went to my granma's house that nite. lots of commotion. planning for Father's Day on this coming 20th. i didnt even know father's day was this soon! darn..

Saturday
attended my colleague's wedding in the morning..sooo cool la. this would be my first friend getting married.. many more will come down the orad..haha. anw, my colleagues and i were trying to make our friend relax but to no avail coz he was seriously super stress la.. and to make matters worse, it was seriously super hot. his songkok was like wet la...funny sia..when it was time for him to say IT, he was really confident and said it in one go..power pom pee pee. and he made the girl cry..haha. it was really very sweet la..after all the stuffz were done, we went down to eat. the groom's bestman also went down. they didnt accompany the groom at the house..they got a scolding la when the groom came down and saw them eating and laughing with us..haha. lol..went home after that. i was actually very lazy to go out for Kai Wen's bdae party..coz it was very hot and kinda far..lol.but i went eventually. had to take a cab there though or else i would have reached there much later..the food was yummylicious and had a blast catching up with my dearest friends...glad i came. =)

Sunday
my baby cousin's cukur rambut..Aaryan Faheem...stylo kepe the name..
ive been eating like a pig these two days...which is really not good at all....darn.buat penat aje aku exercise. cheese-bedebar btol..
anw, ate chendol at Bedok there..and was sitting opposite this old couple..the wife is 60+ yrs old but she does not even look her age...i didnt see any wrinkles or pores la.her face looked really smooth like a baby's butt...serioulsy.she tegur-ed me abt my face..and apparently she has a stall selling facial stuffz at Bedok North Blk 84... i might check it out one of these days..and see how good it is..if my face can become like hers..phuuuyoh..i think i can eat chocolates everyday..hahaha!

My fav lines in one of the latest songs:

I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my gead to the west, still nobody insight
I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me's dead and gone but the new me will be alright

2009-06-03T23:36:00.003+08:00

So much for going on a healthy lifestyle during this june holiday..the first day itself i treated myself to a KFC meal (i ate it all alone)..

met imah yesterday after i finished scho;; sonce its been a long time since i met her...talked no-stop..as always. ate at Gelare...yummy tuesday..hehe. met farah there tooo....she had a date with mambang. speak od the devil.coz imah and i were actually talking about her and suddenly she just popped out! hahah... god has his ways. making a date with her to go to the gym or smetg this friday..maybe i might be able to loose those xtra fats..but thats if i dont eat like a pig afterwards.. hahah.lol....

then today, went swimming with imah..i think i burned a few calories but it was of no use coz i was super hungry that i ate at Mac's then had dinner with my colleagues at Sedap Corner at Bedok there..luckili i shared with my friends or else i would have just puked there and then..
Ayway, i enjoyed the dinner. it was serioulsly super kecoh..there were like 18 of us.all of us were laughing so much that the other patrons closed their ears.. ooops! kate je cikgu, abih perangai mcm2..haha. one of my colleagues is getting married this weekend and he is being quarintine by his mom.hahah! funny sia...so he had to go home at 9..from the time all of us met until the time he went home, he was the victim to our torture.haha..after he went home, apparently i was the next target..lol. want to know y? coz there is this new guy in school. he is going to be a permanent teacher there. he is a DKK i think. and my colleagues want to matchmake me and him together...there were sooooooooo adamant about it la..kecoh kepe.everytime i tried to change topic, it always ended up to him again..lol. they really made me laugh and i have not laughed like that for super long..

ooooohh!! and i met my darling deedeee when i was otw to meet my friends..and she look super gorgeous as always.. im sooo going to make a date with her next week..cant wait.this is like the best time to meet the people that i have been wanting to meet for so long..if only this could happen all the time, then i would not have to be sooo bias with the other friends. sheesh.

ive been busy like a bee...while it lasts mann..hahah.

2009-05-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

I got the letter!!!!!

like finally...waited for it for almost 1 month la..
sooo
it looooks like it has been officially confirm that ill be training to become a darn teacher in july..
me of all people to become a teacher.. shheesh..wats the world coming to eh..haha.

i still cant believe that I, Shabeena Begum, is going to become a teacher..
wow..

But i wish my dear friend that came in with me into this school was going in too..but alas she's not coz didnt meet some shitty requirements. and our P doesn't want to help appeal for her..arse. she said that she does not want to be made a fool if she were to appeal..like wth rite.. annoying sia..wat a lame excuse..

im happy for myself and yet i feel sad for my friend going through this dilemma. all this depends on people's luck seh...

2009-05-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

Soccer showdown is going on now.. 16 teams on 8 different channels..going crazy watching all of them together..
anyway..
went to the Crocs sale ytd but we were shoo-ed away..ahole. and it was only 8pm la. kentut btol. went again today..luckily i didnt give up with just one round of walking...coz the first round i didnt find anything at all!! then i walked again and i found 1! and i walked one last time and i found another 1!! yey!! hahaha...so i have 2 Crocs for just $40... woohoo...luckily i did not buy it those previous time when i wanted to buy...so much cheaper now la..

5 more days to go...
yabe-dabe-doooo!!! =)
i dunno wat to get for my students for my going-away gift for them..sheesh.

2009-05-23T02:37:00.002+08:00

Am i glad that school is ending super duper soon...
yippee-de-doo!!!!
hahah..
im up to my ears now checking all the files and books in time for the semester check.. very the leceh seh. 30 of everything...aiyaiyai..and my table is freaking messy..have to clean it up already..cant stand it. sheesh..

anyway, im thinking this coming june holiday im going to go a healthy journey...im going to TRY to exercise a bit MORE and eat less. maybe jogging in the evening and swimming...but some junk foods are acceptable(its not like i eat them everyday)..hehe. BUT i do not know if this will actually happen..i hope it will. i can be such a lazy bum bum..lets just wait and see then huh..hahaha.

2009-05-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

So i decided to pamper myself abit today..and my mom too for her Mothers Day gift.. went to this muslimah salon at Bedok called Vybe's Salon.. and we got some TLC from the hairdressers.. she's quite good..advised me alot on how to take care of my hair...she said i had nice curls.. but i just need to know how to take care of it.. oh wells..i can be a bit lazy.. haha. our appointment was at 2.30 and by the time we left the salon t was like almost 6pm.. lamer giler kepe..
so anyway... went for hair treatment and i decided to cut my hair...but it ended up shorter than i imagined...and i think this is the shortest hair ive had since Sec 1.. haha..super wierd.. and i dont have anymore toncit! how to do my usual style for my scarf?!!!!! darn.. hahah...looks like i have to cheat abit using clips or smetg..haha. the pampering actually caused a bit of a hole in my bank account....hahah. aiyaiyai..now have to refrain from spending for the rest of the month... =)

super short rite?!!

but

super nice too!!

hahah..

dearest mommy wanted straight hair so much much luckily the hairdresser advised her not to coz it will make her look flat...so she just blow dried it...and my mom was happily satisfied at the end of the day..

went to Tampines 1 after that...finally not too many people there..checked out the Uniqlo. their stuffs not bad..but they dont really have long sleeve shirts...but their normal shirts, the textures are super nice....then went to DownTown East for dinner at Fish n Co Express..the food not bad. and its quite affordable..even cheaper than wat we usually spend at Spize..haha.

2009-05-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

i am freaking pissed nad i am happy...

went out with my friends... supposed to go ice skating but it didnt really happen. (as always.. hahah.its always like that.whenever we make plans, most of the time it doesnt really happen.) so today when we reached kallang, they will be resurfacing the rink in an hour time so we thought it would not be worth it coz time wasted. so we watched 'Taken'..not bad la the movie. then by the time it finished, it was 5pm. every one was hungry alr..so we head down to Beach Rd to have a late lunch.. best kepe. got my sup tulang and kebabz..wooohoo! we had fun.we always do whenever we meet..never an awkward silence between the whole lot..love them to bits..
then imah and fareez had to go off coz they had to attend a birthday chalet.. the rest of us head down to Bugis. to buy my phone!! yey.. i have been holding off buying a new phone coz my phone was in good condition until yesterday afternoon. the screen suddenly went blank when i slid it shut..wth la. so i had no choice but to buy a phone... i bought the W595 Sony Ericsson phone..i got my red colour! double yey! followed the guys to buy their shirts and jeans then they felt like eating ice kacang.so we went to Lagoon..my parents were there too so met them there then i went home with them.. now im like super tired..no idea why..

Anyway..
The freaking pissed off part came...i always check the front compartments of my bag coz that is where i put my ezlink, handphone and mp3...before i went into Bugis, i checked. all my stuffz were there. when we wanted to go off from Bugis, i checked. n my freaking mp3 was gone. Fuck!! freaking pissed off la...obviously it was stolen from me...the wierd part was, in the other compartment was actually where i put my dad's hp and ezlink..how come they saw my mp3 but not the hp..?!! and i didnt feel it.damn retarded rite.. i know it did not drop coz firstly, it would definitely make a sound if it fell. secondly, its not easy for my compartment buckle to open by itself. and lastly, my earpiece would be dangling off if my compartment was open so i would have definitely felt it.. so yeah. it sucks to be me right now.sort of..
i cant live without my music in the morning!! i need it... but i think my phone spoiling and me buying a walkman phone is like a blessing in disguise..lol..but still..i love my creative zen.it has been less than 1 year la. kentut btol..ugghhhh..

im happy that i have a NEW PHONE!! =) but sad that i lost my mp3 =(

2009-04-26T21:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY
RAHIMAH MAZELAN!!

haha...kinda belated...but oh wells. imah's birthday chalet was yesterday. met her at around 2-ish to help out with the cookings and deco...omg...it was super hot la.i was ike bloody perspiring like crazy..had to borrow imah's sleeve to wipe my sweat...we share sooo much love eh ma... hahaha.. started cooking like mad at 4 all the way till 6pm.then we had to get ready for the party. as usual my dearest gal looks super gorgeous. hot kepe!! hehe...by 7pm, people in blue started to stream in.
imah and i got cheated by md nurhazwan..cheese bedebar btol..he called me at 7pm to tell me that he really cant make it and he was actually at the forest finding a spot...and the amazing part was his voice was really sullen.so obv i believed him rite...and guess who came in through the door at 8pm?!! yup...the one and only mr md nurhazwan in green tshirt. penipus...haha..
so anyway...many more people came and everyone mingling around..nice to see this part. and farah was even there! got to catch up with her after sooooo long.. at 9pm imah cut the cake.. she like stress like that...haha. photo taking session an then at 10pm opening presents time... obv the present that my friends and I shared were the bomb of all the gifts....haha. her expression was priceless la.. love moments like those...worth all the sacrifices we made. =) went home at 11.45...i was like super tired...have been up till 2am practically everyday for the past week and up till 4am on friday nite trying to finish up the scrapbook(loved it so much.im like super duper creative la...hahahah!) slept like a log till 10+ am..forced myself to wake up or else ill sleep till like 1pm i think...trying to upload the darn pics here but the stupedblog cant load...sheesh!

2009-04-14T01:20:00.002+08:00

I watched Fast & Furious 4 with my mom and dad on Sunday evening. I had some free tix so I brought them.I'm such a nice daughter right..ahaha! I told my parents they were like the oldest people there..haha.which was true..

Anyway, the movie is nice..hot guys, nice cars..and very the suspense. the ending was like wth la..i think there's gonna be another sequel..worth it though.

Good news!!

I have a new cousin! He was born at 4.31pm today 13 April 2009. I love his name..super cool.. Aryan Nasri..My uncle like the name Nasri like the Arsenal soccer player..anyway, Welcome To The World Baby!! hahahah... =)

2009-04-12T00:30:00.002+08:00

i cant believe he had to wear baju kurung when he went to KLto promote his album..

he look so selenge la...

my brother went to see him when he came to singapore and they got to shake hands.
my bro msged my mom that he got to shake hands with David Archuleta!!

i cant believe my brother got bloody excited over shaking hands with him la..

lol..
anyway, too bad they cant take photos...

2009-04-11T23:42:00.003+08:00

had an English Fiesta week and the p2 had a Fruit Salad Competition. kecoh kepe.. the teachers are the ones that are more excited than the kids..so the semangat. obv my class didnt win. there was this one teacher that practically dug out the watermelon tingeys inside and carved the watermelon...cool gilerz. and another dugg out the orange tingeys.and another made it into a cocktail form..my class one is like so kental la compared to theirs..haha. but it was fun.got to chill instead of being stuck in the classroom to teach...a good end to the long weekend.

a nice break is just what i needed.
went to check out the new shopping mall at Tampiness called Tampines 1. (don't they have any other name? goodness..such a silly name.) anyway, that place was so crowded. and the noise level was like being in a market..but the place is awesome..they have really cool shops..and not to forget the donut shop!! yey..!dont have to go so far to have the nicest donuts..haha. i could hardly enjoy strolling around the place without bumping and banging into people..sheesh. wanted to check out the Uniqlo shop there but it was closed (it was only 8.30pm)and there was a queue outside.others cant join the queue..so i still have no idea wats the big hoo-ha about Uniqlo. i think the best time to visit Tampines 1 is during the time when everyone else is at work or at school...then you dont have to shove people around.. anyway, enough abt the mall.

ive been up since 8 this morning running errands...market, to school to put and take some stuffz. to the bank.to expo where i met the guys..its been super long since i met them...and everytime i meet them, there is surely something about them that i will laugh at...especially azfar and sal.. can u imagine they went to jurong swimming compex. just the 2 of them!! thats so freakishly wrong la...haha.and i told them they look so gay. they even sleep in the same room in camp ok. the stuffz that azfar told me what happened in there..they really act like a gay couple..funny. i missed those times seh. with imah too.we will always have a blast...so hard to meet up with the whole gang unless there's like a special occasion or we plan way in advance...oh wells, being in ns suck..haha..

on a happier note..
Dearest eeeeeeemahh,
im sooo xcited about imah's birthday!! i know she'll be reading this sooo i got your present already...and we bought for you a ....ahaha. cant tell you or else i will have to kiss you.. hahah!! we can only give it to you at the end of the day of your party...haha. suspension abis. hehe.. Xciting G! ill see you soon kae to buy those stuffz that you need..=) love ya bebeh.
PS: don even think of asking for any clues coz you aint getting any... =P

2009-03-22T23:28:00.002+08:00

22/03/09
went to visit my dad's cousin or some other relation at SGH.he was in ICU. did i tell you that i hate visiting ppl at ICU...so wierdly quiet since there's nothing much the patient can do or say so the visitors can just look at him or try to make silly conversations...sheesh. then went to Bugis to have lunch cum dinner then went to Singtel to buy hp...but not for me. i wanted to buy but there was nothing capturing for me and anyway, i still love my phone..bought for my dad though.a Sony Ericsson W910i in Havanna Bronze..nice colour..my father like excited like that..haha. my brother bought one too..Nokia E71.red in colour...super nice!! and the thing is, he just bought a bloody phone like 4 months ago using my grandfather's line...and he's changing again..he wanted to use my line.no way-hozay...
anw, im starting school tomorrow!!!!!!!!again...what a relaxing and wonderful one week break...so sad it's ending in 2mins time..haha.

19/03/09

went out with imah to accompany her for her interview at Novena..we were so hungry that we decided to eat at Sakae Sushi...yummy!! its been super long and it so fulling..worth every cent! =) then went to Downtown East for my friend's chalet...i was actually not allowed to go coz it's my going-to-grandparents-house day.but i called my dad at the last minute to tell him that i wanted to go for "awhile" and he let..haha.but i told him ill be at my granma's house at 9pm. haha... what a load of crap...by the time the birthday girl cut the cake, it was already 9...whoops! when my dad called i was on the way..10 mins later i was still on the way...until i reached at 9.30pm. yikes...the only reply i could give my dad when he asked why i was late was the cheeky grin and my 'hehe'... ;) haha...oh well...might as well enjoy myself since i was already out of the house rite...met my secondary school friends. one of them was a skinny nerd last time and when i saw him that day, i was super shock can..damn hunky! oolala..haha...couldn't stop looking over at him...i was seriously surprised... many years has passed and look at all the changes that happened to everyone..both the good and bad..that's life i guess huh.. =)

2009-03-19T18:38:00.002+08:00

omg...1 week of holiday for me is almost up!! i only have like 1 weekday + saturday and sunday left..not enough!!!! i want to go swimming, i want to meet Imah, i want to...... must fully utilise my time now..

2009-03-17T21:24:00.008+08:00

Staff Retreat to

Singapore Flyer

Night Safari!!

and not to forget dinner at Tepak Sireh. the food was super duper Delicious!!

cool or wat.. and i dont even have to pay a single cent.haha...

MOE's treat(sort of) for the staff's wellness..

those places are the ones that i've been wanting to go to for soo long..

and i finally got it..Yey! and it was super fun...

the Tix as a momento for me..

i just LOVE this pic...

we look lovely

the background was super nice..

ehemzz..i was the photographer..haha.

Amanda and I

not bad too huh...

im telling you im a darn good photographer okay...

hehe..

Amanda - Fizah - Diana

The F1 pit-stop...

looks nice rite..

Cikgu Fizah & Miss Lee

We could see the.....

from way up there...

Masjid Sultan

Suntec City?

Esplanade

Marina Bay...

is that wat its called..?

Rezwuan with the map of the scenes surrounding us..

Allison and I...

Diana and I

Rezwuan and I

the only male amg us in the cabin..

almost reaching back to square one...

a model of the tingey being built ard that area..the one with the casnos and stuffz...

Night Safari here we come!!!!

Aahhh!! hahaha...

Lol..

too bad we couldnt take pitures during the tram ride...

the pictures would have been super nice.

some of the animals were actually super near to the tram la...

and i was sitting right at the side..

iye...i just squeezed in to the other side...haha.

i even went for the aimal show.but by then only some of us left.

majority went home alr...wasted.

come all the way for free somore...must fully utilize the opportunity..

heh..

by the time i reached home it was like 11pm ...

wat a wonderful experience! =)

2009-03-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

i officially declare that Friday the 13th is NOT A GOOD DAY...i HatE Friday 13. it started with an early morning for me(6am!) to a bad morning and it continued pissing me off all the way...the first one was the pom poms could not come in time for the cheerleading competition so we had to appeal to go last but apparently someone was not happy about it..lol.then something happened after the cheerleading that made me super pissed off that i felt like crying coz it really wasted my emotions and preparations for it..F*** it.. then we had to had to have a second round of cheerleading competition coz of some ppl. it started to rain so the Sport's Day was delayed..the teacher that was suppose to be incharge of the shakers for the cheering DID NOT bring the shakers! and that was the only thing that she had to be take care of on that day...so unreliable...and that was not the only thing that made all of us pissed. she was suppose to do the shoulderpads for the mascot and it took her 4 weeks to do that and when it was given to us,it was just 2 measley oval shape circles.wat the hell...and then she was suppose to the pom poms for us, and it was soooo pathetic that we cuouldnotuse it at all....damn irritating la. my friend fell and hurt herself really bad for the 100m Teacher's Race for my school's Sports Day..her skin tore la...damn teruk but i did win a Gold Medal for it..=) she fell for my expense orelse i think i would not win coz she is a runner...too bad she lost her balance. when i was walking some idiots pheeweet at me...i felt like throwing my shoe at them...there are lots of parents, and they know that the principal was there and all that...idiots. anyway...i was soo tired that i fell asleep at 10pm.nobody sleeps at 1o on a friday night... finally i got a full day's rest after soo long. =) Yey forme..the holsis here!!! i won't see my kids for the next 1 week!!!haha..

2009-03-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

I seriously cant believe my parents went to India and left my brother and I alone here!! its already 1 week they have been gone and we only have 3 nights left of our freedom!! super fast la..need to make use of whats left to meet all the peoples!

anyway...i have been super busy the past week..and i really need a full day rest coz i've had late nights ever since my parents went off la..my eyes are soooo freaking tired but everyday surely got something to do...sacrifices i made to fully utilize my freedom..hahah. but i'm very nice okay. i never do anything thats illegal or whatsoever...hahah.

Monday- woke up at 5+ am to send parents off at Airport. had breakfast with brother and kuz. and off to school...went home after work and played the compuer /tv till like 1+am..Parents reached destination safely and off they went shopping!! bought a few stuffz for me..yey!!

Tuesday - i was spose to meet Didi but couldnt get through her so I decided to go to Imah's house since its been super long since i met her..ate dinner at her house too..tak tau malu eh..i came uninvited somore.hahah..reached home ard 11 like that then used the com till like 1+ again..and guess what?! i lost my bloody ezlink card can..i still had $20 inside it la...bloody hell. waste my money only...haiyo.

Wednesday - met my financial consultant after work. then the guys came over with dinner for me..hehe..so nice of them rite..and also to accompany me la.but then they went home after that.
very the fast and furious..haha.

Thursday - i was spose to have my driving after work but the pakcik cancelled. AGAIN!! and he didnt even tell me lar...luckily i called first before i went there...idiot you know.and ive only had like less than 10 lessons in 4 months. very ridiculous right...super pissed off la. and i burned imah's ear with my anger..haha.sorry beb..you know i always love you rite.. =) anw, went home to put my stuffz then i tot of watching movie. alone but i got scolded by imah.sheesh...so i had to forgo the idea and went to meet imah instead.had fun just chit chatting and catching up...we always have something to talk about...never ending like that..haha. love her to bits mann...( 10 years of friendship and still counting and growing strong..!! =P)

Friday - went to the Doc and had to take a blood test...LoL. anw, went to pasar to buy stuffz to cook for all of us..it was a super hot day.and imah and i actually wanted to go swimming la. but the guys purposely took their own sweet time and all..then we didnt have the time to go swimming..the bath tub in my mom's room made up for it...hahah. lol. anw, we still had fun la. we cooked Mac N Cheese and Steak and Brownie with Ice Cream... yummy..!!! and we played Monopoly...super fun.we were laughing like nobody business.missed those days with those group of friends mann... love them all to bits. after they left, i spring cleaned the house till like 1+ am can...omg. satisfying results..haha. i think if they didnt come over right, the house would still be in a mess..hahah. a good thing they came then.. =)

Staurday - Had to wake up at 6am to attend this carnival for the satff welfare tingey for the schools in North Zone. we ad o be at Yishun Stadium at 8am la. super duper early seh! luckily i have chauffeur to pick me up..haha. there was a mass work out.and i was laughing the whole way through la...super funny to see all the teachers exercising together with some of them doing it so semangat and some do so not semangat...hahah.im the one in the middle laughing at everyone.. hehe..then there was a telematch.ard 10am like that we cabot...went to Jalan Kayu to eat 'breakfast'..went home aft that.. clean the house abit and siap2 to go meet my poly friends whome i have not met for sooooo long! but too bad some could not make it and some had to leave really early...sad. oh wells..and i fnally got to watch Slumdog Millionaire...with Farah.super coolshit movie... i cant believe the environment that the slumdogs live through la...really saddening..one by one everyone had to leave. anw, left with Wan to Gloria's 21st Birthday chalet..and i got to meet all my classmates in secondary school!! soooo fun...its been ages since all of us met and alot of catching up to do. and amazingly there was no awkward moments at all...we all just clicked right away as if all of us have been in contact all this while..cool right. went home at 12..then totally zonked out...super duper tired but worth it..

Sunday - had driving at 11. finally!! sheesh...then went to meet the kuzzies to watch movie. was spose to watch the 3.15 slot but we missed it coz ppl came late so we took the 7.45 slot.. watched the 'A trip to the other end of the line' i think thats the title..haha. but the movie is nice la..then went home aft that..phew...! what a busy week...
i need my sleep!!!!!!

2009-02-22T01:32:00.005+08:00

19/02/09

went to Butterfly Park with my students...kecoh kepe. let the pictures do the talking yar...

Visit to Butterfly Park with my students...

Rockstar...

that was what they said when they saw me wearing the sunglasses..

haha..Lol

Brandon (the most mischevious boy in my class)

& Justin

the on at the back is Marshal (a.k.a crybaby)
& day dreamer Augustin

the parrots were actually tongue-ing each other when i came

but i missed it in the photo..

late by a few sec..shucks.

eeeee...

i was so geli that i actually yelped when the butterflies flew aroud me...

banana anyone?

cool rite?

there's actually numbers on the butterfly...

the girls...

the boys...

class photo..

sort of..

on th way back..

all were tired including me...

hairi and andri...

cute rite?!!

Arman...

i put him right infront of me in class...

he calls himself Armanina..silly boy.

Ke Huan and Khar Yi

2009-02-12T18:48:00.000+08:00

I miss blogging!! Its been ages since I last updated lar…my life suck. Hahah.
Anw,

Not much story but…

I HATE the new ez-link card! Like seriously…its so retarded. I can’t have less than $2 in it or else I wont be able to take the bus or mrt. That was what happened to me the other day la…I didn’t know then so I wanted to take the mrt. I just happily tapped my card but I couldn’t go through. And I still had like $1.85 in it…which is why I say the card is damn retarded. Luckily my mom was there so she helped me top-up my card first. $10 cant last 1 week for me so I had to top-up my card before it reached the $2 limit yesterday. I hardly go to the interchange so I usually top-up at 7/11. And apparently 7/11 cant top-up too coz it’s the new card!! How annoying is that! And I was already late for school. I thought I could try the AXS machine coz some of them can top u too BUT still cannot. Up goes the finger at the machine...hahaha. idiotic. I decided to treat myself to a MacDonald breakfast coz I was so darn pissed with the new card. If I know, I wouldn’t have lost my old tertiary card sia n I wouldn’t have changed to the new card so fast. I really don’t understand what’s the point for the new card. I hardly go through the ERP since I’m not driving anytime soon and I have my own cash-card. Somebody please enlighten me WHY must everyone change to this silly new card??! Hish… very the menyusahkan people.

The major part of school is over for me which is the lesson observation. Lucky for me the principal or the vice principal wasn’t there, just my supervisor.. So PHEW! Its over… but still a lot of work to do.. Sports Day is coming, CA1 is coming, 4 weeks of school left and lots to complete before then. Aiyaiyai…headache seh.

And did I tell you that I am getting fatter by the day?!! I have no idea why la…! okay, maybe that’s a lie. Maybe I do know why..hahah. But I hardly eat a lot..and I hardly exercise too..hahahahah!! darn…maybe I should start my exercise regime again. Err… when? Let me seeeeeee………… next month?or the next ? or….hahahah. lets just wait and see then if I’ll ever loose that weight eh..i need some motivator mann..darn it…now I really wish I was back in poly where I can just pop into the gym anytime…not that I go there all the time either but still sometime is better then none right..hmmmm.. I miss those days so much. Those days where I don’t have any homework to do!! Haha.. now I have to bring home work to do la- books or papers to mark, worksheets to set blahblahblah..never ending workload. But of course there are the rare occasions where I don’t have anything to do at home which is always a nice welcome in my daily life.. I just want One day where I just sit at home and do Nothing!! Which is impossible as long as I’m living with my mother…hahahah.. Whenever my mom is around, there is always something to do or she will find something for me to do… really!! Hahah…such tough life.. Oh wells, whoever marries me is lucky coz he will be on his toes all day long..hahah.

2009-01-28T11:16:00.003+08:00

at CSC bukit batok

my aunt and her baby..

kak saira..

my busy as a bee uncle...

eating time...

everyone was so hungry after swimming...

the employees barbequing..

our mini picnic..

27 december 08
family gathering...

jumping shot...

cool rite..

eve of new year 09

sending off a friend...

2009-01-28T11:11:00.001+08:00

27 jan
last day of holiday and I still have to wake up early. Macam not holiday like that you know..i was hardly at home for the past 3 days!! Working overtime more like it… anyway, today made plans with my uncle to accompany him with his work place employees (whom are my friends too) to go to Bukit Batok civil service club. He has booked a tree house there for us to do some barbequing(in the afternoon!! Hahah…weird timing) went swimming there too.just lazing around though. Then had our barbequed food.but we had to move off form there at 2 coz another family booked that tree house too. Thought of going bowling but had to wait for so long so we went off to Swensons!! I ate the white chocolate blondie…wooh. Delicious giler.. super full seh after the whole day makan like crazy.. then tomorrow no need to eat breakfast and lunch..hahah. hermm..its been a funfilled holiday for me..but tomorrow back to work.. "YEY!” haha.

26 jan

continued with my markings and preparing for my classes. Then went to buy KFC for my granma. she’s been wanting to eat it for so long already. Then just chilled at her place till like 8+ then went to Giant to buy some food and house stuffz.i told my mom don buy things that we don really need. but in the end the bill still came to 90+..wth. the things that we buy like cheap like that..1+, 2+ then when it all adds up until 90..ish, terperanjat berok seh..hahah.

25 jan

had to wake up early in the morning to go pasar.darn it…my mother la..i wanted to go yesterday she dont let me(where can u find someone who is so eager to go to the market?! Only me..haha) then end up having to rush around today..LoL. prepared for the mini picnic for the family while my parents go to a wedding of our neighbour. Went off after that to East Coast Park..
omg..there’s seriously like freaking a lot of people lar.. there was this family beside us, I think they brought like the whole kitchen there..haha. seriously!! I rented a bike with my brother then we went cycling around the park. Along the way we saw many more families there who brought their whole house..there’s even one that brought generator and the tv and lines of clothes out to dry…funny or wat..! its like they have been staying there for months like that. I was laughing my butt of sia.. but I guess its kinda fun la, the whole family there to just chill. But my mother noisy sia..she doesn’t really like this kind of stuffz la so she was making so much noise coz It was sort of drizzling for awhile and she’slike lets go back to the van and sit there. Like wth. we came all the way there to sit in the van..sure..i told her to go and sit there alone.hahah.im mean rite.. sometimes she can be so annoyingly irritating…I told her next time she just sit at home and watch tv.so much songeh…haha.anw, we chilled the till like 9+.by the time we reach home, all of us were super tired.padahal we didn’t really do anything much. But it was till fun.

24 jan

I was busy marking all afternoon until I go crazy la. chop here and there, change colour pens for different books, paste stickers..aiyaiyai..haha. later around 5+ went out with the family.first to cold storage to collect some vouchers then to VivoCity to shop!! But I really didn’t spend a lot la…trying my darn best to save some money...n I am strong!! I can do it!!!!! Hahahaha… we were at Vivo till the shop closed..then went to eat at our usual Saturday night place which is at simpang bedok. Amazingly there weren’t much people. I think its because of the coming holidays and most are out of Singapore or something..

23 jan

yeehaw!! Long weekend ahead!! Haha…brought back a lot of things back home to mark.until my paper bag break sia…hahah.kecoh kepe..luckily my house is not that far.or else ill be hurling vulgarities all the way home..hahahah. anyway, went to my granma’s place. I dunno why but it doesn’t seem to be as kecoh as before…so weird.our usual ritual every Friday there is to go down to the bubble tea shop then have a chit chat. That is when our bond starts again..super weird or wat..anyway,,whatever la eh.i was so damn shag by the time we reach home.

19 jan

went to have dinner with my sec friends after work. It was suppose to be a mini gathering before the guys go off to Taiwan. BUT there were only four of us.. cekik the darah betol. Wanted to eat at this restaurant at bedok north but apparently the shop was closed so had to change our venue. We decided to eat at lagoon. Yummy!! And full giler seh..we ordered 12 chicken wings, 2 ikan pari, a big plate of kerang and a big plate of lala. Phuyoh…powderful..haha. rugi uh sape yg tak datang. Went home aft that...super tiredseh and I still had somore marking to do.. practically everyday I bring home stuffz to mark seh.no peace at home..haha.

2009-01-18T02:38:00.004+08:00

OMG!! i've been soo busy its super exhausting mann.so many things to do and things that needs to be done for my class. alot of worksheets and books to mark..and my cca and my remedials and the workshops... aiyaiyai...and its only like the 3rd week of school!!!!!!! and not to forget CA1 is coming too...darn it.

and my kids are seriously in need of some disciplining...im taking away their PE lessons for next week coz they behave badly last week.im evil rite?!! hahaha... its kinda cool, now i have the rights to take my students favourite lesson away! but they deserve it la.never listen to instrutions even after i've shouted across the class.annoying you know, a few seconds after i say somthing, some kids will surely come to me and ask silly questions about what i've told them to do or not to do...urgghh. i usually just ignore them. hahaha...
oh gawd, am i mean?!! i sound so right...im like some teacher from hell.hahahahah...

on a lighter note..
i like facebook. u get to find out about alot of stuffz.
for example here is the 'meaning' of my birthday date.i dont know how far u will agree to this but i believe it whole heartedly..its somehow kinda true in a way rite..

You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else. Your Love, You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.
Strengths: Humorous, conscientious and principled.
Weaknesses: Being hesitant, they often lose great opportunities.
Jobs i should pursue: Social work, counseling, agriculture, care and prevention of cruelty to animals. ( abit way off from what im doing now though...oh wells...)

=)

15 january 09

met imah after school..we ate something light at the satay club. its been soooo long since i met her la and by the time i had to go home, we purposely miss like 6 buses just because our stories havent finish...ahaha.it still didnt finish though but had to go home already..lots of test papers to mark.

17 january 09
went for my driving lesson..still getting used to driving though.aft that, rushed home coz had an appointment at serangoon to do eye threading an upper lip waxing.im telling u its super painful.. the pain we go through to look nicer.hahah...n i had an allergy to the waxing.damn it...not gonna do it again.although the after effect is nice but im NOT gonna go through that again..sheesh. went to Badoque to eat. yummy food and drinks.they literally made this recession menu.hahaha funny sia...and their drinks they use funny names.i was laughing so loudly at the restaurant sia.. so the unlady-like.and apparently they downsized the size of the cheesecakes too!!its so tiny la!! cant savour the flavour of it.and each cheesecake cost ard 60 cents.wth..but the food is really nice la so i guess its kinda worth it too..anw, met imah and fareez at MadJack.this is like the 2nd time we terserempak at simpang la...wierd.of all places eh.hoho... and hopefully we will meet again this coming 19 jan with the rest of the NS guys whom we've not met for so long..

tata for now...need my beauty sleep.dunno when ill get to update again.

2009-01-01T23:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

WELCOME TO 2009..

and i wish all a

wonderful & prosperous year ahead.

May the force be with you..hahahaha.

i still cant believe that its 2009?!! damn fast can.. anw, went countdown.spose to go with imah and all but they couldnt make it so..i went with Dahliah! ahaha..met up with Rifah at T3 to send her friend off to Switzerland(cool or wat!) for further studies..met sly(havent seen her for 4 yrs can!damn long lar..) there too. wen we were taking pic wif dahl, rifah and sly, it reminded me of the Toilet Inc (our so called group in sec school.why toilet inc? coz some ppl LOVE to go to the toilet so much and hence the name..haha.silly rite.those were the days) but 2 members were missing- imah, and fit. anw, made new friends and they were super kecoh la..i was laughing till my jaw hurts seh. from there, we made our way to Marina to watch the fireworks. it was nice la..and again it was sooo kecoh esp when rifah is there..haha. we waited till alot of the people left then we went off..met up with azfar and aslam.while waiting we were playing silly games to pass the time.haha...so wierd.we just sat at the padang in the middle of nowhere and played..lol.it was like 1.30am then we went off to Mac to mkn coz some ppl hungry..chilled there to chit chat then my dad called to pick me up ard 2+ am.. azfar, aslam n dahl pun tumpang back..save transport money..haha. but it was nice la...kinda laid back in a way.

so wats my new year resolution? let me see

1) learn to be thrifty = save more

2) hopefully ill be a darn good teacher for my kids

3) to spend time with my dear friends and family

4) to stay healthy and slim = exercise!!

and now i have to catch my beauty sleep coz tmr i start school already...hafta switch on my my teacher mode back after like 1 mth holiday..hahah.

2008-12-28T20:40:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!

my body is aching like shite..

27/12/08

had a family bbq at East Coast park..it was super fun!! all the family there in a not so constraint place and just laughing and joking and chilling and talking by the beach..we played twister and im telling its a good form of excercise.play that for awhile and you'll be sweating already.and all of us were in distortered positions which is why my body is in bloody pain now...like seriously. ill update those awkward body positions soon.haha.. anw, i will definitely do a family gathering tingey again but not so soon..i spent like freaking alot for this..need to collect abit more moolah b4 doing the nx one. we went off at 12+am..gawd..so tired!!

28/12/08

went to help out at Imah's sis wedding...the deco was nice..the funny thing was there was also another wedding beside and their deco colour was also the same..black!haha...when i saw it, i was laughing to myself seh..ppl can get confused.Alls well, ends well(thats how the phrase is right..?) anw, the bride looks gorgeous first in red gown and then white...super nice!! next event is imah's baby shower.apparently she wants a baby pronto.hahahah..

i have to go to school for a meeting tmr...after 1 mth!! haha... yippee!

2008-12-22T20:19:00.008+08:00

one more week of slacking before i have to start school!!

21/12/08

Singapore VS Vietnam

got complimentary to go with my dad and cousins. it was a bloody frustrating match...!singapore had so many chances but i guess it wasnt their luck to score any. damn..i was concentrating so hard but somehow from up there u cant really see everything.and when vietnam scored, i didnt even know they scored until the players were running ard in celebration.n i was like when the hell did that happened..the bad thing of seeing it live is that there is no commentator to tell who is who and what is happening on the field. BUT the atmosphere was electrifying..super fun! =) the "boo!"-ing and the "I want goal!" and the ".........buto!" (bad example for kids!) haha...i would definitely go again.who knows maybe the EPL teams will come here! dream on begum..haha. after that sent everyone home, picked my mom and brother up and off to simpang bedok to have our really late dinner and also to watch soccer again.but this time arsenal vs liverpool...

full house seh..

go singapore!!

her brother was sitting behind and was asking where is steven gerard? hahaha

silly kid..

Sinapore VS Vietnam

lucky those PAP kids!

Nesa and Begum...

just before the game started..

and im telling u they should change the bloody seats!!!

i had to keep on shifting myself coz the seats are as hard as rock!gurrggh..

nisha - begum - farha - aijan - bu shainaz - razeeq

excited kepe?!

20/12/08

had a family gathering on my mom's side..went to bukit batok civil service club..there were 3 families and all off us swam except my pregnant aunt and my granma..even my unc who do NOT like to swim! that was the first time in like ALOT of years that he joined in..i told him that we were honoured that he joined us.haha...he was hilarious.we rented the buoy and he wanted to sit on it..he took such a long time to get on it and when we tried to rock his buoy, his eyes were so wide as if it was going to pop out of his sockets..i was laughing like crazy the whole way...over there also have slide.my unc took it too and when he came out his eyes was wide too! priceless expression...if only we had a camera on hand.hahah...anw, by 6 we had to bring our things upto the treehouse which we rented to do our barbeque-ing. we bought like alot of food la.and there were only 14 of us...so we tapau-ed the stuffz back home.at 10 off we went to play bowling. my team scored the highest points..woohoo! i think that was the highest that i ever scored ever(93 points!not bad okay..)hahah...and people were looking at us coz we were making alot of noise(esp me coz i was cheering like nobody business..hahah) anw, the rest were playing so quietly seh..no fun. by the time we finished, it was like 11pm, sent my grandparents home and the rest went to Saffron Restaurant at afghanistan there to lepak awhile..reached home at 1 am..yikes. but super fun.maybe next time we wont do barbeque, too much planning and $moolah$ needed..

FIRE

nice right the effect?!!

food and more food...

with my favouritest atuk and nenek..
im their cucu kesayangan..duh! hahahah

my one and only parents..

lil cousins..

bowling time!

me turn!!

i even got a strike and a spare okay..which is like super rare can! haha..

my dear brother

he scored the highest of all with 97 points...

not bad for someone who has not played in like gazillion years...

he said he practiced online bowling..

so ppl, try playing online and maybe u can score high too!

he is 73 years old and he scored 88 points!!

he even had strikes uh..don play play..cool or wat!

little peoples..

aunty nurisha and mama(she lost her slendang!haha...)

my bro's new part time job..

apparently, we had to take our own shoes

time for a massage

after a hard day at work..

cant wait for the next family gathering with my dad's side..im the one organising it too.woohoo!

27 December 2008

East Coast Park

2008-12-14T23:44:00.004+08:00

its been a not so lazy week...haha.but im sad coz my driving got cancelled twice!! sheesh..anw..

11/12/08

Firstly, imah came to my house to bake(apparently she wasnt at work coz she told her boss that she had some important stuffz to do.so much for important stuff eh imah..ahaha)...and we had a blast! made cupcakes and brownies..we tried new recipes and it turned out super duper yummy!! boleh buka kedai eh imah..haha.

the brownie looks abit black though huh...hahah.

but it tastes nice okay!

12/12/08

went out to meet my kuzzies.at marina...outta house by 1.45 and by the time i reached home it was 2am!!haha...yikes..and obv i got scolded by my crazy dad.he was being so annoyingly ignorant to wat i said.urgghh..but anyway, i had a blast! we had dinner at Swensons and then went to catch a movie, Twilight! its damn nice but the story not much action though.. the lead actor Robert Pattinson, sometimes look so freakishly wierd(maybe it has smetg to do with the vampire make-up or watsoever) and then suddenly he looks bloody cute esp when he looks normal and smiley..sigh.haha..and at the stroke of midnight sang a birthday song for my kuz who turned 24 on 13/12/08. lepak at Starbucks for awhile to chit chat..then took the night rider.i took it halfway home then decided to cab back when it was nearer to Pasir Ris..

VouGue!!

hahahaha...(yeah right!)

i've been trying to find the right one for so long..but not sure if this loks right on me though..

i feel like a huge beetle bug!haha..

after the movie...

in the picture(from left): Shaheen - Shama - Dzakir - Bai Mamad - Bu Shaf

not in the picture: Nafisah - Bu Rahimah - Me

the "Birthday Cake"

mango CheeseCake from Starbucks...quite nice.

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY

BU SHAFEENAZ!!!

Robert Pattinson

he looks super cute here right!!!

HOTness!!

hahaha

13/12/08

went out with my family.went to Orchard to do some mini shopping and headed down to Simpang Bedok for dinner.(met Imah there.ashik muke Imah jek...*bluek*hahah...sayang imah!) then went to watch a mobie with my family.hindustan movie starring Shah Rukh Khan. and there were quite afew malay ppl there.there were these malay guys sitting behind me talking abt shah rukh and all.i watch hindustan everyday also i didnt know taht he had any new movies coming out till my mom told me..and that guy knew abt it for mths alr.i was tickled by this la.and then when the movie started he started to get annoying coz he was kicking my bloody chair which was seriously bloody irritating la.urggh! felt like turning ard and saying "Dude, keep ur feet off my chair!" but as if i will say that.haha.but i was scolding him to my bro and that guy's fren was sitting beside me, hopefully he heard and tell his idiotic fren so that he wont do stupid stuffz like tat again..idiots. anw, reached home at 3am. consecutive night i slept at 3. pancit dok.

Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi

classic movie

14/12/08

went to my granma's house for a post hari raya haji celebration coz she wasnt here on that day itself.she cooked Nasi Beryani...oolala...yummylicious! and all of the family members were there. tank gawd my mom's side not so big so it fitted nicely in that house and its always super kecoh. deciding on a family reunion tingey/BBQ/swimming nx Sat.hopefully the place is not fully booked...yey!cant wait..

2008-12-08T23:48:00.003+08:00

its been awhile since i posted...

28/11/08

met imah after her interview and we had a blast! talking and doing some catching up and exchanging stories...and we laughed like crazy! missed those days with her. and im glad i got to do it that day. and we even got to watch Wild Child..nice movie. but we had to split ways.she to meet her bf and i had to go home..

03/12/08

i started my driving practical...super Xciting!! hahaha...i went on the road on the first day itself la.scary or wat! i didnt even look at the side mirror much...ill be doomed if i drive on the road. i told my mom abt the lesson and she told me that she will not get into the car with me even if i pass my driving alr. Ouch! my mom is so mean la can.broke my heart.hahah...cant wait for the next lesson..

06/12/08

i finally got to go swimming!!! with my lovely cousins...after sending my grandparents and aunts off at the airport, met my cousins and off we went to jurong! oolala...its been a while since i went swimming la.and it was super cold can coz it was raining.luckili they still allowed us to swim, if not ill be depressed.like real..ahaha..anw, so much for tanning.but we still had a blast. the funniest thing was that my kuz Nafisah, she cant swim.so she had the bouy to keep her afloat.we were at the wave part when it overturned so she was grabbing around for something to hold on to.there were like 3 of us holding on to her la.and this selenge bacin girl was still so scared to get back onto the bouy.so she stayed at where the water was only 1.2m deep and wanna know what she was doing when we turned to check on her? she was dancing and krumping!! synchronised swimming was wat she said...hahahahah.hilarious.all of us were laughing like crazy la..disnt stay for long.just 2 hours before we made our way out.by then it was already 5pm. decided to go to Vivo for some mini shopping since its not that far away...and met with my NS frens who had a nights out on that day...coincidental abis. anw, we decided to go to Simpang Bedok to have dinner after all.and met with the parents there.super kecoh can...there were like 20 of us or so there..super fun!! love every minute of it... =)

08/12/08

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

my grandparents beside my mom is not in Singapore so we didnt hafta leave our house early. only at 4pm then made our way to my Dadi house..where i met my dear cousins again.planning to have another gathering..1)a bbq pit - raining season during december so we mite hafta postphone it 2) picnic - raining season 3) gathering at aunt's house - high possibility coz its the safest and someone's berfdae comin too so its like a double celebration. 4) eating out - where?!!! to accomodate 30 or so of us...

hmmm....lets just see for now.

And..so many ppl want to take me out! hahaha...i feel honoured. =) cheese bedebar..koyak jugak kocekku if i go out everyday...hahah

2008-11-23T20:36:00.011+08:00

went out with my sec school friends with an addition of Fareez and Syafiq..the occasion is to celebrate MY Birthday!! sooo shweett kan?! hahah...so anyway, we all went to Marina Square. ate at Secret Recipe first coz all of us were super hungry!! then walk2 and then decided to paly Bowling..didnt had to wait long though...we only played 1 game coz the guys have to go home early to do some packing.But while it last, we still had fun! b4 we went off, they sang for me a birthday song right infront of Swensons la..ppl were looking seh..sheesh.hahah.anw, the guys actually rode their bikes there and we just tompang one another la..in the afternoon was so hot can but when it was time for us to go home, it started raining..shucks. we just carried on though and waited in KPE to keep our things safely, away from the rain..haha.then continued our journey. most of us were super wet la..and bloody cold can! Brrrr...the guys dropped Imah and I at Courts coz i want to buy digi cam or an mp3/4.luckily i had a shawl with me to cover my body..or else sensored seh.haha.i was practically shivering la inside there..At courts i was contemplating between Ipod Nano or Creative Zen..i wanted somthing red-ish but there was none.so i decided on Creative Zen Xi-Fi since my brother already has an Ipod Nano..so yeah...i have my own Crative Zen!! hahaha...

MY Creative Zen Xi-Fi

Beena - Wan - Imah - Sal - Fareez - Azfar

the Whities..
coincidentally 4 of them wore white..
maybe next time we should have a colour theme whenever we plan on gng out..
cool kepe?! haha..

Imah and I always.. =)

Sal and Afal

My Grilled Chicken with Black Pepper Sauce

Syafiq's Spaghetti Bolognase

Wan's Laksa

Fareez's Tom Yam Noodle

Imah's Pan Grilled Fish Catch of the day

Azfar's Cordon Blue

Sal's Grilled Chicken with Mexican Sauce

Our sparkling Drink
- Passion - Orange - Raspberry -

Afal and me
Bowling Haprak Queen...hahaha

mcm pro kepe...hah.

me with abg Sal

azfar's pose..hahah.stylo kepe..

imah and fareez

Daytona...

played arcade while waiting for a lane to bowl...

i received 2 cards..the colourful one from alot of frens(whom i have not met in a really long while! and i have no idea when my dear frens collected all their wishes for me...super touched can!) and the black flowery one is form Wan!(the whole card is filled up with words seh...hehe..)

a box of super yummy cadburry chocs and the Salvatore perfume from friendZ..aww, shucks! i love it...!! i have another set of BodyShop perfume from my dad..oolala..now i can rotate my perfume..the cheaper one(Bodyshop) can be used daily and the Salvatore one to be used on special occasions only...cool or wat! hahah..

2008-11-20T13:36:00.009+08:00

My Birthday!! =)

me and me only..

with my dearest brother in the early morning..

Melted Fish and Chips

Chicken BBQ with Pasta

Pesta Carabonara

My Adidas Watch form my colleagues!!!!

With Amanda...

At Fig and Olive

Fizah and mambang

Amanda, Fizah and Me at the end of the day...

in Blues..

made plans to go out with my colleagues today...went Vivo.so after we were done with our school stuffz, we head down there.went shopping..they were finding gifts for their frens and brother so i really didnt suspect anything la...seriously selenge bacin kan...so we went to alot of shops selling watches and looksee looksee.finally the last shop before we had our dinner, there was 2 watches that i really liked la.so we compared them and i finally decided on the one that i will get.then i wanted to put it back and wait for my dad co z he was the one to buy for me..but apparently my frens had some other plans in mind.they took the watch and paid for it...i was speechless la.i mean the watch is not cheap okay and i feel wierd getting an expensive gift from them...but im really really Thankful and Grateful that they bought it for me. = ) super duper happy!! haha... went to Fig and Olives to have our lunch/dinner...halfway through we were all so full already but i kept on going coz there was no one i could push the food to..ahah.and i finished up the food okay.. teehee. last stop to Daiso before heading home.. wat a wonderful day!

BIG THANKS

to my

Colleagues

(Fizah, Amanda, Mdm Rohana, Dee, Hatta)

who shared to give me my wonderful beloved present!

AND i wanna thank all that wished me on this joyous day of mine..

- mom, dad, brother, Nesa, Bu Maziah,Aijan(she tot it was belated!haha..) granma and granpa(on my mom side only..)

- my aunts and uncles - all my colleagues (they shared for me a birthday gift= Adidas watch can!)

- my frens that i have not met for a long time: Shikin, Jae, Shaheen, Min, Rheinaldy

- my best buddies: Imah, Aysha, Kak Nana, Farah, Rai, Mas, Diy

- my NS friends: Wan, Sal, Azfar, Syafiq (they remembered me while in camp! im so touched...)

- friends that i know...there's too many to mention..

im like super duper touched la...so many ppl wished me..i am sooo LOVED..hahahaha..but seriously i feel blessed to have friends like them...love ya guys many many!!! muahhhh!! =) !!!)

anyway...

that is my fat hand...

did this inai yesterday...coz my aunt's cousin wants to build up a portfolio(for a bridal company)with all the henna designs on real-life human..so i was kinda like a guinea pig..haha.the outcome is super nice can. which means she did a really damn good job...cool or wat! and she's only 17 years old la.. soo, if anyone wants to do henna for any occasions, ill give u her details okay.just ask me..